tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51776909872789955002024-03-13T09:36:07.818+08:00~beri-ku-ruang-melewati-keindahan-yang-hampir-malap~hanya nukilan seorang penulis biasaakupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.comBlogger94125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-50938671704353136962020-11-18T13:27:00.004+08:002020-11-18T13:27:53.526+08:00<p> mantan</p><p>bukan aku yang berani melepas jalan itu,</p><p>walau pernah ku lalui tempat itu,</p><p>dan masuk ke rumah mu.</p><p>walau lama waktu dulu masih girang dimuka ku </p><p><br /></p><p>pernah sekali tangan mengetuk,</p><p>pintu putih terakhir kali,</p><p>wajah mu sayu walau maaf ku sambut,</p><p>tetap ku gagahi kembalikan dengan takut</p><p><br /></p><p>takut sahaja ku gugur disitu,</p><p>walau kau kuat untuk tampung beratnya</p><p>masih ku ukir senyuman itu, </p><p>untuk terakhir kalinya</p><p><br /></p><p>lantas kaki melepas setapak,</p><p>setapak pergi melihat kebelakang</p><p>walau hanya pada waktu terjarak</p><p>tetap jua memori dalam kenangan</p><p><br /></p><p>selamat hidup wahai mantan</p>akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-8667586552148039422011-05-28T19:54:00.002+08:002011-05-28T19:54:31.564+08:00senyum<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/NTm---2STWo" allowfullscreen="" width="425" frameborder="0" height="349"></iframe>akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-74707047090872560082011-05-23T23:43:00.004+08:002011-05-23T23:48:46.518+08:00kalau ini penghujung cerita....~kalau daun bisa gugur bila patah cabang pokok, bukan itu pnyebabnya... pasti daun sudah perang kemerahan tidak bernafas lagi...~<div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>setiap manusia punya perasaan, walau dia anggap dirinya berkuasa terhadap perasaannya, tetapkan luruh, ,melara, akibat luaran persekitarannya...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>aku tahu bukan aku pertama, dia bukan yang kedua, mungkin sekali tiada tangga pun harus ku duduki, aku mengangkat mu amat jauh disudut pandang ku.....</div><div><br /></div><div>aku tahu tangan bertepuk sendiri tidak ada bunyi kalau hanya satu tangan bekerja... </div><div><br /></div><div>hanya segelintir sahaja dimatamu kau jaga, namun bukan aku dikelompoknya....</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>satu ku mohon, moga kau bahagia....</div>akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-81126765164315257332011-02-17T12:02:00.003+08:002011-02-17T12:03:39.084+08:00ku cuma disini...Setiap kali ku fikir, ini saja jalan yang ku ada... ku harap apa yang menerpa kan ku jalani segalanya dengan hati terbuka....akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-41051101756895838122011-02-14T10:08:00.001+08:002011-02-14T10:10:20.523+08:00unsuccesful.....(T T)just wanna cry right now....akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-67403165698053670782011-01-29T17:58:00.002+08:002011-01-29T18:05:02.188+08:00banjir sandakan 2011banjir sandakan datang lagi....kali ini lagi dasyat...heheh.....<br /><br />ni video nya:<br /><br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzrr8kjh_Er9FU4mYtG-svKq2wSB-Ze6pUMWYgS47VH-lKPQ4Xj0yhK2P3uMcpf7tfDj0d-cg4Y2bg1vSj9YQ' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br />ni waktu malam....<br /><br />ni tadi, 29/1/2011<br /><br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dzoEnf3Mswm5Hcf6ksLXwOKKwKEPrqi-BYKoyJHK5Sc10CCWwiiIU9t0UgRnLfClNjVnhR_2q85lkmTwfo' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-46459674355599783692011-01-22T22:52:00.003+08:002011-01-22T23:14:26.497+08:00nobody read my blog! hahahnever mind...since ive change the setting to no body can give a comment, got nobody around to put some words, all of this coz of those spam, thats why I change it....<br /><br />awkward feeling, mix and tangle around my round yellow ring above my head, sigh.. when will this matter will end, okay, like what ive been post a month ago, about UMS e-jobs, regarding to its test need to be done before I sit for the real interview, yeah, ive been done it... about 3 weeks ago, 3WEEKS AGO!! until now, there is no answer to my interview... OMG, its too long to wait,,...<br /><br />last Wednesday, for not loosing a second, ill try to get some other interview, which work as a hotelier, yeaaaah, HOTELIER..<br /><br />I know, sometimes we cant choose for what ever we need to find a good job, either its in govt or private, just take it....<br /><br />I live here in Sandakan, if any body cant tell me where is Sandakan is, rise your hand????? ill show you the map.... :<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFJ6Gj-5isgwYg4NZZOxb1MBMPULTKhNBULrE5Lyx0zDm7iLQShW5CC1WygKnX3gGPE6YeuQmxqfyJbFr_agHOueIUNQ-WbB91p-8pm1Q2Q60Nd9qX8nDFSpHIUPOJNXpNSNQOvnufogg/s1600/sandakan.gif"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 284px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFJ6Gj-5isgwYg4NZZOxb1MBMPULTKhNBULrE5Lyx0zDm7iLQShW5CC1WygKnX3gGPE6YeuQmxqfyJbFr_agHOueIUNQ-WbB91p-8pm1Q2Q60Nd9qX8nDFSpHIUPOJNXpNSNQOvnufogg/s320/sandakan.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5565025625556402802" border="0" /></a><br />in this town is too far to west part, coz its the easter in a map of Malaysia.....but here, i want to tell something, I was just grad from my degree in hotel management... DEGREE....so everybody, especially parents and your neighbour will think that we gonna gain high salary bcoz of we have degree, but, in Sandakan, almost of all corporate company will not pay you,looking on the achievement, they will pay you regard to your experience through the industry...<br /><br />and a lot of different to compare if we work in hotel, in KUALA LUMPUR, the heart of Malaysia, the bussiest city in MALAYSIA... if a person got degree in hands, at least, 1500 will get pay and most higher than that...<br /><br />but, here, in my hometown, between 750-1000.....what things can live with that??<br /><br />but..... when i think about it again, people do that because they really want us to know the ambiance, to know the real situation while working in a reality life.....<br /><br />but then, again, its too low....... yes, I will to gain for what it takes, for sure, people wanted more than 1000, thats is because, a heart of a son, who gamble a lot of money during his studied in getting for a scroll, money, time, all count, 3 years diploma, 3 years for degree,, 6 in total, ,.......sigh<br /><br /><br />im too old to wait any longer...<br /><br />but,again.... God knows my best , everything does it miracle, just wait and see...<br /><br />till then, I need money....sigh again...akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-51459838463814725352011-01-16T11:10:00.004+08:002011-01-16T11:28:09.916+08:00a new entryy!!~ sorry took time to give some input....:Phalllloooooo!!~ as people know, I'm still got no job to work on... but, a plenty progress as there called as the "interview", been done for few of it, but still got nothing with it...(apa aku merepek)....<br /><br />okay... lets get something to talk..... here, i show some awkward thing lives in our living room....<br /><br />hehehehe<br /><br />1)ashtray bertulang...heheheh<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSRHY8crDERP80xeE5qTmyY5z17_Zm3II5v3iYTbXqvNEtq9O2N1sgsOV8ZjAsTHTpp3VJsT8y0vhjATlJAjX5Fcc9VFZqI30_7LWTDc9XK3BG04mVgeyosJpSUMZRSq9bsSop4F7gfrI/s1600/DSC04252.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSRHY8crDERP80xeE5qTmyY5z17_Zm3II5v3iYTbXqvNEtq9O2N1sgsOV8ZjAsTHTpp3VJsT8y0vhjATlJAjX5Fcc9VFZqI30_7LWTDc9XK3BG04mVgeyosJpSUMZRSq9bsSop4F7gfrI/s320/DSC04252.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5562617487254992658" border="0" /></a>this thing, we bought while we in kk, 3 of us, my mom, my sister and I, went to kk, becoz of Im having a test to get an interview,. ... still waiting for the result... wish me luck,.... and when I saw this thingy' front of me, I took it, and bought just for my two brothers....who die hard fan for smoking.... but, they never use it, coz its 'beautiful' to ruin it...hehehehe....<br /><br />2)blue ghoaty !<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6xmABSm0X2scVRh0aqPc6a-0usFZ8CuLocMeLsZIx3SA11ylFw9ZkMi5yDZ98Qc_gBlCBclnvRP4gQM-LaptpAQUiQv68hzl-3jQTog4BlxiKbaFv0WTOC4AhvVWtplYLEzGyIkkfTAM/s1600/DSC04251.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6xmABSm0X2scVRh0aqPc6a-0usFZ8CuLocMeLsZIx3SA11ylFw9ZkMi5yDZ98Qc_gBlCBclnvRP4gQM-LaptpAQUiQv68hzl-3jQTog4BlxiKbaFv0WTOC4AhvVWtplYLEzGyIkkfTAM/s320/DSC04251.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5562617482256060658" border="0" /></a><br />okay...... this thing similar to a ballon, fill with air, and this thing has been bought by my brother family in law, the time that they has slept for 2 weeks at their home, and this been a giant decor to our living room.... before, this has been used by my little nephew to run and jump, and kill each other, but then, when a new things come arrived, the old thing become an archive.....pity little goaty....heheheheh.....<br /><br />now, there is a lot of thing actually.... but will update soon.....tarraaaaa!!~akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-54126510163625238592010-12-10T14:38:00.002+08:002010-12-10T14:50:08.146+08:00finally got it!!!! resultt!!!~amazingly this last semester just different to other period, you know that this is the answer of am I getting to grad on time??? does it feel to be proud on what I do for 3 years?? yes! I proud for what I've been done for the last semester.... but the CGPA doesn't look good for me.... oh my... btw, it's done... I'm finally graduate on time...... Thank You Allah,..... Thank you for the bless... my dad and mom, I know,I'm the one who spent a lot for the expenses in this 3 years... degrees in my hand! I just need to pray for what I'm going to do in a future.. and to my family, brothers and sisters.... hope this will be a start of our new life in rich and famous...hahahaha... nada dduit.....uwaaahh!~<br /><br />ok, just for sure, i really wanted to work as govern server.., hoping for what I waited for so long, it'll come to me soon as possible.....pray for me guys......akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-48525288634391336932010-12-02T18:35:00.002+08:002010-12-02T18:37:55.095+08:00aku sahaja belum keja.....:(ok... aku belum keja.... susah nya cari keja, bila dapat keja, not fit with my desire...haha.. bkn memilih, tapi cara nak pgi keja tu susah sangat...<br /><br />hope to seek more opportunity.... sigh*akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-14832783982914689932010-12-02T12:59:00.003+08:002010-12-02T13:05:49.325+08:00permohonan UMS!!!Yes definitely im thrilled wheen i was saw the statement that I will sit for the test of psychometric... but until now there is no feedback, when I will do for the test, since that the statement only show this:<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjp_J3b1hMUfySJ1-wMiK6yqmytJ5U78YpssMsdw4Qzqblfi84cCH0KMxW_xhEJHX55QxXBV70qJgCak2i11vPwHb3L8mZqOxHF0fGk86duvxc0UQs9t0GeCd2RUEhbavoccP0CUAZaOw8/s1600/ums.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 146px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjp_J3b1hMUfySJ1-wMiK6yqmytJ5U78YpssMsdw4Qzqblfi84cCH0KMxW_xhEJHX55QxXBV70qJgCak2i11vPwHb3L8mZqOxHF0fGk86duvxc0UQs9t0GeCd2RUEhbavoccP0CUAZaOw8/s320/ums.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545945754024155442" border="0" /></a><br /><br />lama sangat2 aku tunggu tuk dipanggil....ok, ive already try to call the person who incharge for the recruitment, Mr. Kelvin, and I try it a lot, almost a day, no body pickup the phone, since this is one of the only connection to seek the answer, and no answer for my Q, how am i going to do??? pleassseee...someon who really know about on how to seek the answer...please pm me.... :)akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-36751250784409718512010-11-12T03:40:00.003+08:002010-11-12T04:23:04.026+08:00step up 3 ost song who you are; jessie j cornishlove itt!!! i jusst heard this song for the premier edition, it just a half of the song, but I dindt know whos the singer,. when I google it, and found this video in youtube, feeling good to this song...enjoy!<br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dz0Xkn1pOV8jNVrp6QnNw8XHtGtC4q8CaGJVXB0pM19VkXaBI3triTv3l57lfXtRYx5pS74i_HIHjg_RGmSZQ' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe><br /><br /><br />who you are jessie james cornish<br /><br />I stare at my reflection in the mirror <br />Why am I doing this to myself <br />Losing my mind on a tiny error <br />I nearly left the real me on the shelf <br />No, no, no, no <br /><br />Don't loose it all in the blur of the start <br />Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing <br />It's okay not to be okay <br />Sometimes it's hard <br />to follow your heart <br />Tears don't mean you're losing <br />everybody's bruising <br />Just be true to who you are <br /><br />(Who you are, who you are, who you are x4) <br /><br />Brushing my hair, do I look perfect? <br />I forgot what to do to fit the mould <br />The more I try, the less it's working <br />'cos everything inside me screams: no, no, no, no, no, no, no <br /><br />Don't loose it all in the blur of the start <br />Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing <br />It's okay not to be okay <br />Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart <br />Tears don't mean you're losing <br />everybody's bruising <br />Just be true to who you are <br /><br />Yes, Nos, egos <br />fake shows like BOOM <br />Just go, and leave me alone <br />Real talk, real life, good luck, good night <br />With a smile... <br />That's my home, yeah <br />That's my home... <br /><br />(Bridge) <br /><br />No, no, no, no, no... <br />Don't loose it all in the blur of the start <br />Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing <br />It's okay not to be okay <br />Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart <br />Tears don't mean you're losing <br />everybody's bruising <br />Just be true to who you are <br /><br />Yeah, Yeah.... <br />(Credit bitureexpress)akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-35631251691065618152010-09-02T10:39:00.002+08:002010-09-02T10:48:04.117+08:00lamanya tidak post something!~Assalamualaikum... pertama ....Selamat berpuasa bloggers... really busy and no interent access for a long time... seriously, I can't live without technologgy...<br /><br />Puasa...fasting month is really enjoy for having a good and peace live... its motivate us to make something that doesn't realte to a sin.... (tapi aku buat juga)... malu.**<br /><br />anyway, susah nak jauhkan dosa...lebih2 lagi bila its being our daily routine to do it.. aiyakkk!~.. tapikan, puasa tidak tinggal tau... full of chargee!~ never ever try to eat during fasting period.. nice to your body nice to others... kannn???<br /><br />23 days... during this post... tidak lama lagi nak raya.... hopefully what my friends and family plan to do flow follow the path... ??? hehe.. english,its really hard though....!<br /><br />hari rayaaaaaaa!~ here we come..?? kami datang or the month will lead?? I dont know... huhuhuh<br /><br />K la... without picture..<br /><br />but, picture express a thousand word kan??? tdak apa la.. my word is focus on something to what I really express about.. so dont mind yaa..<br /><br />next post will be...akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-40651503293006713222010-07-24T14:05:00.003+08:002010-07-24T14:17:26.694+08:00first of all....tanx for the spam who really obsessed to my post ... geram banar ei,... can someone teach me on how to make captcha comment??? <br /><br />ok ... skang ni, mmg banyak dugaan ,....a lot of wall need to timber before on the due date.. aiyakk.....<br /><br />bila la aku ni dapat kehidupan yang all human in this earth really2 dream on?? but measure on that, not all people can have it.,, God made us in a different aspect, such....ada kaya, miskin, comel (me), huduh (ponggong aku), hehe... and banyak lagi.. such a variation of life has made this life more beautiful and colorful like the color of rainbow... wahh..<br /><br />I know, my things still undone, but, I really hope that it will be the successful ever to get something yang dari drop of my sweat....yaiksss... hehe<br /><br />every day, always be something yang do people say, " every day a new beginning... ".. jadi kalu benda tak jadi semalam, jadi baru juga tuk ari ni????....sometimes, words just made us feel really happy on what we're not going to catch.. <br /><br />kamu paham ka??? are u with me???heheeh....ntah la apa aku cakap ni...<br /><br /><br />but ,anyway, feel happy on the road where I'm rite now....<br /><br />but make sure moey, you're in danger zone...always....sigh*<br /><br />keep up the good work moey......akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-72864665535853451462010-07-08T09:17:00.001+08:002010-07-08T09:19:34.543+08:00happy or sad.....its grumbling right now...xtaw nak feel apa... happy jmpa kawan2 yg skang ni, atau sedih tiggalkan segalanya di sandakan..... :(<br /><br />both of it kot????<br /><br />ntah la....<br /><br />xoxoxakupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-41858665272211999192010-06-24T20:49:00.003+08:002010-06-24T21:06:20.785+08:00bila cinta ilang power...do I belive in love right now?? mgkin... tah la..malas pikir, tp klu terlintas, sana la tu yg sakit ny...<br /><br />tapi apa kan daya,.. klu aku ni ditakdir tiada cinta yg mana maksud aku selain ,cinta ku kepada Allah, cinta ku kepada Rasulullah S.W.T, cinta kepada Ibu Bapa ku,...<br /><br />Apa bole buat.......<br /><br />if I meant to be alone, nobody care bout myself, to take care of my heart, heal me anytime that I sad..., i'll be cool., chill,.... <br /><br />sometimes, I talk to my cat, becoz beside my bestest friends (kamu tau la tu sapakn), I always talk about love, about someone to my cats.... (ive got 10 counselor to heal me)...heheh<br /><br />I love them... my catss mostly.... <br /><br />becos they really know on how they reply back on what I said.... cakar aku!.... hehee.. dah banyak parut dah kat tangan...<br /><br />till then... another diary posted to everyone of you..... mwaaxxx..kiss kiss.....**akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-25442188002354024062010-06-22T00:45:00.003+08:002010-06-22T00:57:23.305+08:00perlukah.......... :(<span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">"jaga kesihatan aa..., jgn nakal2 taw"</span>.... <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);">"jgn pegi sana.... ayang tak suka"</span>... <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">"siapa call tu?"</span>,,.....<br /><br />banyak lagi ungkapan sayang kepada si sayang.... walaupun nada yang marah, merajuk, tapi semua tu tanda sayang..it still can be one of the alternative way to show how exactly you care to your beloved...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">"kalau sayang x mau sdh, okay...kita buat haluan masing2"</span>.... kenapa perlu mengalah?? kalau kita sayang sangat, mana kekuatan tu??? where is your courage when you spell it out on the beginning of the relationship with him/her??..... putus asa sebab perkara yang hanya disebabkan kelemahan berkata2...<br /><br />aku berkata2 bukan sebab aku ni ada couple or anyone that really special... but, tgk sekeliling aku semua nya cintan cintun, so aku ambik la sikit2...<br /><br />why fight always occurred in relationship??? bcoz it one of the reason that on how or to show why you love them.. (really???).....<br /><br />ntah la... tapi apa bole buat, klu sudah begaduh, panjang betul gaduhan itew, sorang mesti la jadi air ,... siram api tu, klu tanah ,kena siram supaya nda smpi kering kena cahaya matahari....<br /><br />hehe...<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">" sedangkan cinta situ sana sini berputik, ku melangkah merapuh kan sendiri laluan sempit itu, agar ku jauh sedikit dari pohon yang berdaun lebat.. mungkin tiada harapan ku dekat, kerna duri-duri sudah mula mencakar pernafasan sekelilingnya"</span>....<br /><br /><br />hanya pastikan jalan ini tidak sesat dan dimakan waktu yang hanya seketika, dapat kah ku lari dari cengkaman fantasi yang sendiri ku memakan diri....akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-70707530025364172452010-06-14T01:10:00.002+08:002010-06-14T01:28:12.576+08:00I'm not into facebook right now to espress my feeling...people always shoot their words towards facebook.., aku pun... seriously, like every thought, every feelings, every reaction to the situation, drag me to put a sentences to the box of comment, provided by the admin.. yaa...<br /><br />but now, entah la....like its a stop period for me to do that on facebook.....maybe because I'm in hometown right now, and my sibling just around my waist..ehehe.. easy for them to laugh on what I post on facebook... yaaaa...like almost of the sentence aka quote, all about love....and you know what... adik2 saya always put a big Lol commented through the sentences I post... :P<br /><br />so....now, let me express it here.......like.... MOYEDIN ABDULLAH is <span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">I'm freakin Miss ***........ :(</span>akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-11025494660652378872010-06-13T08:20:00.005+08:002010-06-13T08:46:42.743+08:00Okay..... i feel bad,... but...now I know where is my part for the hierarchy for the list of 'heart loyalty'....(buat sendiri)..hehe..<br />biarlah,, i just leave it just like that... people always say, one day, you'll come with some one who love you more than you expected... (sapa cakap tu aaa??)..hehehe...<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />anyway, sapa suka tgk GLEE???? OMG.... I always wanted the complete series of the musical drama,.... seriously, sapa ada????<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://writenoiseni.files.wordpress.com/2010/02/glee.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 283px; height: 348px;" src="http://writenoiseni.files.wordpress.com/2010/02/glee.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>If there's any DVD complete with chapter 1 and 2, pleaseee... someone show me, or give it as a present??? (blinking eyes)* wink2...hehe<br /><br /><br />surely people who had it, must from downloading,...anyone dare to teach me HOW????? hehehe....<br /><br />pleaseeee.......<br /><br />now, let me story something... hehe., semalam pegi wedding one of our friends sister, at karamunting... search in google map, ada tu...hehe<br /><br />tapi tidak sempat pula mau jumpa pengantin lelaki, .... well, unlucky....<br /><br />but, we do pray for your best, hopefully this marriage just not for a short term period, hoping this is the mosque that standing forever and ever...haha.. (napa aku makin budu BI ni?)..heheheh<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.realbollywood.com/news/up_images/11116769.png"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 310px; height: 310px;" src="http://www.realbollywood.com/news/up_images/11116769.png" alt="" border="0" /></a>NooWWw... the season of world cup is on!! im not so obsess to futball, but the impact of this world cup season is tremendously change the ambiance, every time of the hatric (woww, hatric ka??)..haha... mesti ada yang shout kuat2.....abang aku lah tu.. before this, Euro league kan ada main??? btul kan??? hehe.., kawan yang bagitau, chelsea ka yang menang??? ntah la.. hehe, but, compare to world cup, people who not watching the euro league tiba2 muncul,sama2 teriak to every goal they shoot....hehe, ntah la... maybe world cup does have it own quality,..maybe..<br /><br />soo., which country will be the champion for this season!!!??? entah la... hehehe...we'll see....akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-36589868920337286122010-06-12T00:37:00.002+08:002010-06-12T00:50:11.453+08:00its really hurt...... :((((((((<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://frtim.files.wordpress.com/2009/01/crying.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 321px; height: 331px;" src="http://frtim.files.wordpress.com/2009/01/crying.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />I'm not like what you thinking!!!!...... I'm not that tough to handle on this kind of situation that you've brought to me... why the sadden must shown during my rehab to forget you... ????<br /><br />should I keep thinking about you, or just forget it????? do you think it easy enough to forget you????haaaaa?????<br /><br />this kind of bullshi* just nothing to do except ruin my life,... why I always has to be the victim?? for you I was nothing to look or heard, or even knew about my life, even me alive or dead, you just do nothing.....<br /><br />I just crying a lot,..... but why should I????does it clear *** vision to know my situation????? shi*.............<br /><br />I'm a dumb-es person who ever show up into your life,kannnn?????......<br /><br />:(<br /><br /><br />(semua di atas ayat paling bodoh).......... :(akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-83290194897925947212010-06-04T01:16:00.002+08:002010-06-04T01:21:06.750+08:00"this is not a date"....... message towards me... :Pok ......I know. ..sometimes I always feel like a butterflies flew out and in back into my tummy.... I always prepare myself to not think about what its not meant for me... yaa..., I know,sad situation... apa yang perlu aku buat just be wise to face the reality....akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-7179265954359671652010-05-31T20:52:00.003+08:002010-06-04T01:24:08.456+08:00whyyyyyyyyyyy???aku benci diri sendiri bila berhadapan ngan situasi ni... napa perlu aku jumpa semua ni?? kalau aku tahu dari dulu aku akan sakit macam ni, tidak mau mula pun walau sepatah kata.... aku tahu bodoh aku tahap dewa sdh... tapi amcam kalau sudah hati sdh ada syg????<br /><br />sepatah haram pun tidak kuar dri mulut.... like an invisible seal bibir dari becakap.... orang ckp bila bedepan dengan org yg kita syg, pasti lutut mengeletar... serius, tadi mau pengsan... i dont know what to do...<br /><br />feel stupid, malu... sebab bagi dia, just ordinary human or maybe alien dimata nya... mungkin dia rasa lain aku nda becakap.. ya lah, bukan someone special, kawan ja...harap dia faham, aku nda tecakap apa pun td...<br /><br />for blogger, just nak bgtau, aku tak dapat kawal semua... I know, people will say that just forget h**...dia bukan syg ko...tapi apa boleh buat, klu sdh hati ni mcm terpahat mati untuk namanya...<br /><br />semua kawan aku, please, jauhkan aku jika bole aku xmau jumpa... bila tgk muka dia td, macam usaha aku selama aku tak jmpa sia-sia... bodoh..<br /><br />j'aime toujours..... :'(akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-44889711909048672542010-05-28T03:17:00.002+08:002010-05-28T03:36:33.615+08:00hellooooo!!~now... the process of forgetting the one that I love... A lots of things should be done or activity to loose my self beside on thinking of what I had for the 4 and half years with.....<br /><br />I think I can do it, try to minimize or decreasing the feeling or touching emotion on my thought everyday.. especially things relate to.....haha<br /><br />I've got this power because of one situation, by sms-ing, I don't know this has to be the causes, but its happen after the situation... feel embarrassing, feel guilty to myself, to others, and also for the person that I had feeling too.....<br /><br />now I have to run, as fast as I can from the bad things before I become worst more than now....<br /><br />I've got nothing to say....thats why this post has exist on the next posting...huhu<br /><br />bosann=bored, nothing to do... haiyahhhhhh!~akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-33506487544958082152010-05-23T03:01:00.002+08:002010-05-23T03:24:08.947+08:00ku ada kamu - Adira courtesy by ASTRO<iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dxc74CpuWARHnIOFgcsiyT_3o3Y-7hcugJTTxYszeprUuVCPwXlIVSBFj_RfMWcH0WjDpjwqCYXIFayD_XX' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe>akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177690987278995500.post-62089445890120698592010-05-22T23:28:00.004+08:002010-05-22T23:45:04.025+08:00AF8......final song BEST!post in BM...hehe.. boleh la final AF8.....mak aku memang lah tak suka sangat shahir menang... tapi apa boleh buat, mak aku admit juga la suara best, lagu best..hehehe<br /><br />anyway, what i love most about their attribute for the finale AF, their song... BEST!!!!!<br />suka adira... apa2 pun bukan rezeki... rezeki kau ada di depan sana... GUD JOB!<br />lagu menyentuh hati sekali..... ku ada kamu-ADIRA<br />cute-kenapa-DAUS<br />ehmmm....poyo-RSVP-MAULANA... in gud way....i love it..!<br />macho-Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan-SHAHIR<br />like it.....-V.I.P-IWAN<br /><br /><br />yang lain tak dengar lagi.....but, i'll buy the album....nanti...hehe<br />on top of it.... "senyumlah..kerana ada seseorang menyayangi anda".... :)<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggapvY5Qs2jDBOct7YehHioVMClG9cYiOt02Rd36IvhjhDC0tXeZgqCHQ8lYuhtrvHLUSh6e4sTNXdwglQKVgaz2jXfYzhc_eJAEJu2Rhhhd3XXu1bT-YgIvrlO1RF-_X2atB_zjxQwEQ/s1600/AF8.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 224px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggapvY5Qs2jDBOct7YehHioVMClG9cYiOt02Rd36IvhjhDC0tXeZgqCHQ8lYuhtrvHLUSh6e4sTNXdwglQKVgaz2jXfYzhc_eJAEJu2Rhhhd3XXu1bT-YgIvrlO1RF-_X2atB_zjxQwEQ/s320/AF8.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5474120258668303010" border="0" /></a>akupenulisbiasahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08049381483598496990noreply@blogger.com3