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senyum

2011-05-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

kalau ini penghujung cerita....

2011-05-23T23:43:00.004+08:00

~kalau daun bisa gugur bila patah cabang pokok, bukan itu pnyebabnya... pasti daun sudah perang kemerahan tidak bernafas lagi...~

setiap manusia punya perasaan, walau dia anggap dirinya berkuasa terhadap perasaannya, tetapkan luruh, ,melara, akibat luaran persekitarannya...

aku tahu bukan aku pertama, dia bukan yang kedua, mungkin sekali tiada tangga pun harus ku duduki, aku mengangkat mu amat jauh disudut pandang ku.....

aku tahu tangan bertepuk sendiri tidak ada bunyi kalau hanya satu tangan bekerja...

hanya segelintir sahaja dimatamu kau jaga, namun bukan aku dikelompoknya....

satu ku mohon, moga kau bahagia....

ku cuma disini...

2011-02-17T12:02:00.003+08:00

Setiap kali ku fikir, ini saja jalan yang ku ada... ku harap apa yang menerpa kan ku jalani segalanya dengan hati terbuka....

unsuccesful.....(T T)

2011-02-14T10:08:00.001+08:00

just wanna cry right now....

banjir sandakan 2011

2011-01-29T17:58:00.002+08:00

banjir sandakan datang lagi....kali ini lagi dasyat...heheh.....

ni video nya:

ni waktu malam....

ni tadi, 29/1/2011

nobody read my blog! hahah

2011-01-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

never mind...since ive change the setting to no body can give a comment, got nobody around to put some words, all of this coz of those spam, thats why I change it....

awkward feeling, mix and tangle around my round yellow ring above my head, sigh.. when will this matter will end, okay, like what ive been post a month ago, about UMS e-jobs, regarding to its test need to be done before I sit for the real interview, yeah, ive been done it... about 3 weeks ago, 3WEEKS AGO!! until now, there is no answer to my interview... OMG, its too long to wait,,...

last Wednesday, for not loosing a second, ill try to get some other interview, which work as a hotelier, yeaaaah, HOTELIER..

I know, sometimes we cant choose for what ever we need to find a good job, either its in govt or private, just take it....

I live here in Sandakan, if any body cant tell me where is Sandakan is, rise your hand????? ill show you the map.... :
in this town is too far to west part, coz its the easter in a map of Malaysia.....but here, i want to tell something, I was just grad from my degree in hotel management... DEGREE....so everybody, especially parents and your neighbour will think that we gonna gain high salary bcoz of we have degree, but, in Sandakan, almost of all corporate company will not pay you,looking on the achievement, they will pay you regard to your experience through the industry...

and a lot of different to compare if we work in hotel, in KUALA LUMPUR, the heart of Malaysia, the bussiest city in MALAYSIA... if a person got degree in hands, at least, 1500 will get pay and most higher than that...

but, here, in my hometown, between 750-1000.....what things can live with that??

but..... when i think about it again, people do that because they really want us to know the ambiance, to know the real situation while working in a reality life.....

but then, again, its too low....... yes, I will to gain for what it takes, for sure, people wanted more than 1000, thats is because, a heart of a son, who gamble a lot of money during his studied in getting for a scroll, money, time, all count, 3 years diploma, 3 years for degree,, 6 in total, ,.......sigh

im too old to wait any longer...

but,again.... God knows my best , everything does it miracle, just wait and see...

till then, I need money....sigh again...

a new entryy!!~ sorry took time to give some input....:P

2011-01-16T11:10:00.004+08:00

halllloooooo!!~ as people know, I'm still got no job to work on... but, a plenty progress as there called as the "interview", been done for few of it, but still got nothing with it...(apa aku merepek)....

okay... lets get something to talk..... here, i show some awkward thing lives in our living room....

hehehehe

1)ashtray bertulang...hehehehthis thing, we bought while we in kk, 3 of us, my mom, my sister and I, went to kk, becoz of Im having a test to get an interview,. ... still waiting for the result... wish me luck,.... and when I saw this thingy' front of me, I took it, and bought just for my two brothers....who die hard fan for smoking.... but, they never use it, coz its 'beautiful' to ruin it...hehehehe....

2)blue ghoaty !
okay...... this thing similar to a ballon, fill with air, and this thing has been bought by my brother family in law, the time that they has slept for 2 weeks at their home, and this been a giant decor to our living room.... before, this has been used by my little nephew to run and jump, and kill each other, but then, when a new things come arrived, the old thing become an archive.....pity little goaty....heheheheh.....

now, there is a lot of thing actually.... but will update soon.....tarraaaaa!!~

finally got it!!!! resultt!!!~

2010-12-10T14:38:00.002+08:00

amazingly this last semester just different to other period, you know that this is the answer of am I getting to grad on time??? does it feel to be proud on what I do for 3 years?? yes! I proud for what I've been done for the last semester.... but the CGPA doesn't look good for me.... oh my... btw, it's done... I'm finally graduate on time...... Thank You Allah,..... Thank you for the bless... my dad and mom, I know,I'm the one who spent a lot for the expenses in this 3 years... degrees in my hand! I just need to pray for what I'm going to do in a future.. and to my family, brothers and sisters.... hope this will be a start of our new life in rich and famous...hahahaha... nada dduit.....uwaaahh!~

ok, just for sure, i really wanted to work as govern server.., hoping for what I waited for so long, it'll come to me soon as possible.....pray for me guys......

aku sahaja belum keja.....:(

2010-12-02T18:35:00.002+08:00

ok... aku belum keja.... susah nya cari keja, bila dapat keja, not fit with my desire...haha.. bkn memilih, tapi cara nak pgi keja tu susah sangat...

hope to seek more opportunity.... sigh*

permohonan UMS!!!

2010-12-02T12:59:00.003+08:00

Yes definitely im thrilled wheen i was saw the statement that I will sit for the test of psychometric... but until now there is no feedback, when I will do for the test, since that the statement only show this:

lama sangat2 aku tunggu tuk dipanggil....ok, ive already try to call the person who incharge for the recruitment, Mr. Kelvin, and I try it a lot, almost a day, no body pickup the phone, since this is one of the only connection to seek the answer, and no answer for my Q, how am i going to do??? pleassseee...someon who really know about on how to seek the answer...please pm me.... :)

step up 3 ost song who you are; jessie j cornish

2010-11-12T03:40:00.003+08:00

love itt!!! i jusst heard this song for the premier edition, it just a half of the song, but I dindt know whos the singer,. when I google it, and found this video in youtube, feeling good to this song...enjoy!

who you are jessie james cornish

I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself
Losing my mind on a tiny error
I nearly left the real me on the shelf
No, no, no, no

Don't loose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard
to follow your heart
Tears don't mean you're losing
everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are

(Who you are, who you are, who you are x4)

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould
The more I try, the less it's working
'cos everything inside me screams: no, no, no, no, no, no, no

Don't loose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Tears don't mean you're losing
everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are

Yes, Nos, egos
fake shows like BOOM
Just go, and leave me alone
Real talk, real life, good luck, good night
With a smile...
That's my home, yeah
That's my home...

(Bridge)

No, no, no, no, no...
Don't loose it all in the blur of the start
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Tears don't mean you're losing
everybody's bruising
Just be true to who you are

Yeah, Yeah....
(Credit bitureexpress)

lamanya tidak post something!~

2010-09-02T10:39:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum... pertama ....Selamat berpuasa bloggers... really busy and no interent access for a long time... seriously, I can't live without technologgy...

Puasa...fasting month is really enjoy for having a good and peace live... its motivate us to make something that doesn't realte to a sin.... (tapi aku buat juga)... malu.**

anyway, susah nak jauhkan dosa...lebih2 lagi bila its being our daily routine to do it.. aiyakkk!~.. tapikan, puasa tidak tinggal tau... full of chargee!~ never ever try to eat during fasting period.. nice to your body nice to others... kannn???

23 days... during this post... tidak lama lagi nak raya.... hopefully what my friends and family plan to do flow follow the path... ??? hehe.. english,its really hard though....!

hari rayaaaaaaa!~ here we come..?? kami datang or the month will lead?? I dont know... huhuhuh

K la... without picture..

but, picture express a thousand word kan??? tdak apa la.. my word is focus on something to what I really express about.. so dont mind yaa..

next post will be...

first of all....

2010-07-24T14:05:00.003+08:00

tanx for the spam who really obsessed to my post ... geram banar ei,... can someone teach me on how to make captcha comment???

ok ... skang ni, mmg banyak dugaan ,....a lot of wall need to timber before on the due date.. aiyakk.....

bila la aku ni dapat kehidupan yang all human in this earth really2 dream on?? but measure on that, not all people can have it.,, God made us in a different aspect, such....ada kaya, miskin, comel (me), huduh (ponggong aku), hehe... and banyak lagi.. such a variation of life has made this life more beautiful and colorful like the color of rainbow... wahh..

I know, my things still undone, but, I really hope that it will be the successful ever to get something yang dari drop of my sweat....yaiksss... hehe

every day, always be something yang do people say, " every day a new beginning... ".. jadi kalu benda tak jadi semalam, jadi baru juga tuk ari ni????....sometimes, words just made us feel really happy on what we're not going to catch..

kamu paham ka??? are u with me???heheeh....ntah la apa aku cakap ni...

but ,anyway, feel happy on the road where I'm rite now....

but make sure moey, you're in danger zone...always....sigh*

keep up the good work moey......

happy or sad.....

2010-07-08T09:17:00.001+08:00

its grumbling right now...xtaw nak feel apa... happy jmpa kawan2 yg skang ni, atau sedih tiggalkan segalanya di sandakan..... :(

both of it kot????

ntah la....

xoxox

bila cinta ilang power...

2010-06-24T20:49:00.003+08:00

do I belive in love right now?? mgkin... tah la..malas pikir, tp klu terlintas, sana la tu yg sakit ny...

tapi apa kan daya,.. klu aku ni ditakdir tiada cinta yg mana maksud aku selain ,cinta ku kepada Allah, cinta ku kepada Rasulullah S.W.T, cinta kepada Ibu Bapa ku,...

Apa bole buat.......

if I meant to be alone, nobody care bout myself, to take care of my heart, heal me anytime that I sad..., i'll be cool., chill,....

sometimes, I talk to my cat, becoz beside my bestest friends (kamu tau la tu sapakn), I always talk about love, about someone to my cats.... (ive got 10 counselor to heal me)...heheh

I love them... my catss mostly....

becos they really know on how they reply back on what I said.... cakar aku!.... hehee.. dah banyak parut dah kat tangan...

till then... another diary posted to everyone of you..... mwaaxxx..kiss kiss.....**

perlukah.......... :(

2010-06-22T00:45:00.003+08:00

"jaga kesihatan aa..., jgn nakal2 taw".... "jgn pegi sana.... ayang tak suka"... "siapa call tu?",,.....

banyak lagi ungkapan sayang kepada si sayang.... walaupun nada yang marah, merajuk, tapi semua tu tanda sayang..it still can be one of the alternative way to show how exactly you care to your beloved...

"kalau sayang x mau sdh, okay...kita buat haluan masing2".... kenapa perlu mengalah?? kalau kita sayang sangat, mana kekuatan tu??? where is your courage when you spell it out on the beginning of the relationship with him/her??..... putus asa sebab perkara yang hanya disebabkan kelemahan berkata2...

aku berkata2 bukan sebab aku ni ada couple or anyone that really special... but, tgk sekeliling aku semua nya cintan cintun, so aku ambik la sikit2...

why fight always occurred in relationship??? bcoz it one of the reason that on how or to show why you love them.. (really???).....

ntah la... tapi apa bole buat, klu sudah begaduh, panjang betul gaduhan itew, sorang mesti la jadi air ,... siram api tu, klu tanah ,kena siram supaya nda smpi kering kena cahaya matahari....

hehe..." sedangkan cinta situ sana sini berputik, ku melangkah merapuh kan sendiri laluan sempit itu, agar ku jauh sedikit dari pohon yang berdaun lebat.. mungkin tiada harapan ku dekat, kerna duri-duri sudah mula mencakar pernafasan sekelilingnya"....

hanya pastikan jalan ini tidak sesat dan dimakan waktu yang hanya seketika, dapat kah ku lari dari cengkaman fantasi yang sendiri ku memakan diri....

I'm not into facebook right now to espress my feeling...

2010-06-14T01:10:00.002+08:00

people always shoot their words towards facebook.., aku pun... seriously, like every thought, every feelings, every reaction to the situation, drag me to put a sentences to the box of comment, provided by the admin.. yaa...

but now, entah la....like its a stop period for me to do that on facebook.....maybe because I'm in hometown right now, and my sibling just around my waist..ehehe.. easy for them to laugh on what I post on facebook... yaaaa...like almost of the sentence aka quote, all about love....and you know what... adik2 saya always put a big Lol commented through the sentences I post... :P

so....now, let me express it here.......like.... MOYEDIN ABDULLAH is I'm freakin Miss ***........ :(

Okay..... i feel bad,... but...

2010-06-13T08:20:00.005+08:00

now I know where is my part for the hierarchy for the list of 'heart loyalty'....(buat sendiri)..hehe..
biarlah,, i just leave it just like that... people always say, one day, you'll come with some one who love you more than you expected... (sapa cakap tu aaa??)..hehehe...

anyway, sapa suka tgk GLEE???? OMG.... I always wanted the complete series of the musical drama,.... seriously, sapa ada????
If there's any DVD complete with chapter 1 and 2, pleaseee... someone show me, or give it as a present??? (blinking eyes)* wink2...hehe

surely people who had it, must from downloading,...anyone dare to teach me HOW????? hehehe....

pleaseeee.......

now, let me story something... hehe., semalam pegi wedding one of our friends sister, at karamunting... search in google map, ada tu...hehe

tapi tidak sempat pula mau jumpa pengantin lelaki, .... well, unlucky....

but, we do pray for your best, hopefully this marriage just not for a short term period, hoping this is the mosque that standing forever and ever...haha.. (napa aku makin budu BI ni?)..heheheh
NooWWw... the season of world cup is on!! im not so obsess to futball, but the impact of this world cup season is tremendously change the ambiance, every time of the hatric (woww, hatric ka??)..haha... mesti ada yang shout kuat2.....abang aku lah tu.. before this, Euro league kan ada main??? btul kan??? hehe.., kawan yang bagitau, chelsea ka yang menang??? ntah la.. hehe, but, compare to world cup, people who not watching the euro league tiba2 muncul,sama2 teriak to every goal they shoot....hehe, ntah la... maybe world cup does have it own quality,..maybe..

soo., which country will be the champion for this season!!!??? entah la... hehehe...we'll see....

its really hurt...... :((((((((

2010-06-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

I'm not like what you thinking!!!!...... I'm not that tough to handle on this kind of situation that you've brought to me... why the sadden must shown during my rehab to forget you... ????

should I keep thinking about you, or just forget it????? do you think it easy enough to forget you????haaaaa?????

this kind of bullshi* just nothing to do except ruin my life,... why I always has to be the victim?? for you I was nothing to look or heard, or even knew about my life, even me alive or dead, you just do nothing.....

I just crying a lot,..... but why should I????does it clear *** vision to know my situation????? shi*.............

I'm a dumb-es person who ever show up into your life,kannnn?????......

:(

(semua di atas ayat paling bodoh).......... :(

"this is not a date"....... message towards me... :P

2010-06-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

ok ......I know. ..sometimes I always feel like a butterflies flew out and in back into my tummy.... I always prepare myself to not think about what its not meant for me... yaa..., I know,sad situation... apa yang perlu aku buat just be wise to face the reality....

whyyyyyyyyyyy???

2010-05-31T20:52:00.003+08:00

aku benci diri sendiri bila berhadapan ngan situasi ni... napa perlu aku jumpa semua ni?? kalau aku tahu dari dulu aku akan sakit macam ni, tidak mau mula pun walau sepatah kata.... aku tahu bodoh aku tahap dewa sdh... tapi amcam kalau sudah hati sdh ada syg????

sepatah haram pun tidak kuar dri mulut.... like an invisible seal bibir dari becakap.... orang ckp bila bedepan dengan org yg kita syg, pasti lutut mengeletar... serius, tadi mau pengsan... i dont know what to do...

feel stupid, malu... sebab bagi dia, just ordinary human or maybe alien dimata nya... mungkin dia rasa lain aku nda becakap.. ya lah, bukan someone special, kawan ja...harap dia faham, aku nda tecakap apa pun td...

for blogger, just nak bgtau, aku tak dapat kawal semua... I know, people will say that just forget h**...dia bukan syg ko...tapi apa boleh buat, klu sdh hati ni mcm terpahat mati untuk namanya...

semua kawan aku, please, jauhkan aku jika bole aku xmau jumpa... bila tgk muka dia td, macam usaha aku selama aku tak jmpa sia-sia... bodoh..

j'aime toujours..... :'(

hellooooo!!~

2010-05-28T03:17:00.002+08:00

now... the process of forgetting the one that I love... A lots of things should be done or activity to loose my self beside on thinking of what I had for the 4 and half years with.....

I think I can do it, try to minimize or decreasing the feeling or touching emotion on my thought everyday.. especially things relate to.....haha

I've got this power because of one situation, by sms-ing, I don't know this has to be the causes, but its happen after the situation... feel embarrassing, feel guilty to myself, to others, and also for the person that I had feeling too.....

now I have to run, as fast as I can from the bad things before I become worst more than now....

I've got nothing to say....thats why this post has exist on the next posting...huhu

bosann=bored, nothing to do... haiyahhhhhh!~

ku ada kamu - Adira courtesy by ASTRO

2010-05-23T03:01:00.002+08:00

AF8......final song BEST!

2010-05-22T23:28:00.004+08:00

post in BM...hehe.. boleh la final AF8.....mak aku memang lah tak suka sangat shahir menang... tapi apa boleh buat, mak aku admit juga la suara best, lagu best..hehehe

anyway, what i love most about their attribute for the finale AF, their song... BEST!!!!!
suka adira... apa2 pun bukan rezeki... rezeki kau ada di depan sana... GUD JOB!
lagu menyentuh hati sekali..... ku ada kamu-ADIRA
cute-kenapa-DAUS
ehmmm....poyo-RSVP-MAULANA... in gud way....i love it..!
macho-Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan-SHAHIR
like it.....-V.I.P-IWAN

yang lain tak dengar lagi.....but, i'll buy the album....nanti...hehe
on top of it.... "senyumlah..kerana ada seseorang menyayangi anda".... :)

new promo.......p/s im single....huhu

2010-05-22T15:53:00.004+08:00

first mine.....im single..... hehe.... I know, I never been in love, but its truth, I used to be one of the character that in love someone... meaning that, crush...

but it just what they called, unnoticed love by them.. well, beauty still the power of getting love... hehe.. dont blame me.... I know, I just depressing enough to say that I'm to emotion to get one....

well, God knows the best for my destiny...

what should I do rite now???
find some one???

or just let the destiny comes with what have been wrote for me???

or just do my best on my future career and end up solo and become "andartu terlampau"???

just nak tolong promo.... ive been watch the trailer....quite funny....hehe....

waiting for this coming in theater, i thing it's shows already....go malaysian, proud to has this in the industry...

back to mine, im single...

p/s available, but nothing can change it....haha...

now I hate both of it....!!!

2010-05-13T17:58:00.003+08:00

well., only 1hr 34minute,32 second,...and decreasing,...nge~ I'm waiting for depart from gate 12 to KK which flight AK5112, and its delay....suppose to be 6.50 goes to 7.30... aiyakkkkk!

back to the title up there, recently i told my family, frens, and sometimes, in facebook, that I dont like to use MAS to fly..not because of the ticket was expensive, (eventually).hehehe.... but, the internet only limited to 2 Hr..... NOW., Lcct do the same thing, Oh God....

plus, it has been strictly just one bag can enter to the cabin, now I have to purchase a price of Rm3o for only 10.7kg and it just one(1) bag.....

Thank God i save my money for not eating at McDonald, because I've got ony Rm50 in my pocket, now what should I do??? ask for money from daddy??? he just gave me Rm100......aiyyooooo!!!~~

please, macamana mau enjoy kalau teda duit ni????? sigh*

hoping for miracle to come.... haish....~*

I felt looser, down without love...

2010-05-06T13:46:00.002+08:00

I know something bothering me lately,
Because of what I've been through,
sigh it felt with misery,
such things always happen to me..

I know God send someone that will love me,
but till then nobody's around,
loving me like they love their part,
maybe someday..

I'll always wait....

bila rasa ini akan berhenti

2010-04-17T01:43:00.002+08:00

sebelum ini, aku rasa semuanya akan berhenti., akan padam....rupanya masih lagi berlarutan.. siapa aku sebenarnya pada kamu.... aku tahu, jika aku masuk dalam derita itu, aku tau aku akan jauh mengganas dari biasa, siapa aku sebenarnya pada kamu?

kalau kamu tahu perasaan aku, apa yang aku rasa sekarang, mungkin kamu akan buat lagi menderita, aku tahu, siapa aku... kamu tidak...

susah aku membenci.. sebab aku tiada hak membenci, sekali ku benci, tidak akan berbaik lagi..

cubalah kamu mengerti, kalau kamu buat begitu, begini akan terjadi... bukan diluar, tapi dalam hati aku....

sakit ....

entahlah...

dear blog...

2010-03-19T21:27:00.001+08:00

Why I always had this feeling??? Loving someone without knowing what the consequences will come out in a future? I Know the answer will be the same as well to my past situation, I know, nobody will took me as part of their life, as well to fill their heart with feeling to love me, I know it will harm myself due to what have been wrote to my destiny, and many things around my head, just like the bird flew against the wall.

Most of the human out there, got their own soul partner, just a simple as snap, you snap it, and you got it. But for me, snap for hundreds times, its only hurting myself.

I know, motivation has to build up through my feeling, I know, beside on waiting somebody to love me, there’s a lot of people already love me by looking who I really am. I know, what bad think happen, there’s a good thing will come out to.

What I want to do right now, try to give it all the way. Do I have that courage? I don’t know… perhaps, it won’t show.

I’ll try to believe in myself; someday one of them will miss me as what I miss all about them right now. Because of what I attempt to do, enjoy with all of them who love as my guidance, as friends, as the citizen.

Love you as I always do.

do you have a monkey crush experience???

2010-02-18T01:13:00.002+08:00

i do.... long time i havent post anything...busy with "latest season' of my degree.. 1 more semester to go.... kejap nyer....

back to the topic, i always had this... "dia tgk aku ker?"., "aku ni sape la dia nk tgk aku..".... like my direct "percakapan" of my friends said that iam fat..... ( sedihnyer ..sigh)....layak ker dilihat ..or dia fikir, "hodohnya makhluk ni.."....

whatever it is, ill be myself, no such things can make me to change everything...

am i this jerk or what, who cares...!!

tak tau nak kata apa lagi....cheaww....!! mwaaaxxx....

todays feeling!

2009-12-25T10:01:00.001+08:00

ok, first of all.,its Christmas! for those who celebrate, felis nevidad to you.. I'm really sorry to my friends, veronica, cant be there at your home rite now, for celebrate it.. busy bees comes around me, my mom took a christmas catering, so from morning until now, cooks all the times..hehe

today, i will fly back to shah alam, again.. using AirAsia.., (proud to have it)..hehe...

my flight will be at 8.25pm., having a slidely changes.., suppose to be at 7.45pm...i dont know why...

nevermind, as long as I arrived savely, its ok...

okay...thats it for the post.. maybe not having "A Networking" for the coming next week.. Ive got no broadband at all, and no wireless around my living area.sigh*.... taraaaa!~

clear my eyes.....

2009-12-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

clairement mes yeux
pour voir exactement ce qui à vos yeux
j'ai trouvé quelque chose dans le vôtre
mais les choses ne me rend pas heureux
pendant que vous y étiez
essayez de sortir votre mot à dire
J'ai toujours être prêt
sur ce que vous avez fait pour moi

meaning....

clear my eyes
to see what exactly in your eyes
i found something in yours
but the things doesn't make me happy
while you were there
try to pull out your say
i always be ready
on what you've made it for me

post in Bahasa Malaysia campur....sorry..

2009-12-20T04:02:00.003+08:00

jam 2.30am. 20.disember.2009
.microsoft word.

seminggu lagi aku akan terbang, pgi shah alam....blik, mesti rumah sewa skang bebau...mgkin sbb refrigerator., sampah tdk buang,.. haish...*

tdk tau lagi mau tggl tmpt si bigak or not, sbb macam malas pla...lagipun mau seja smpi rumah tu, and buat segala apa yang patut, kemas...

bila fikir-fikir balik, lama juga aku cuti ni, 1 1/2 buln... wow....tp yg memilukan, tidk jumpa pla....

malas la mau fikir lagi pasal dia,... geram pun ada... nasib baik ada kawan2 yang buat happy, got family yang tau apa erti enjoy.. i enjoy myself skang klu di rumah...

kalau di kira berapa kali jalan2 sama kawan, mgkin lgi bnyk dri dulu, hehe....

terimas segalanya utk kawan2 yg sponsor kenderaan, sponsor gelak ketawa, sponsor cerita, tanpa tu semua, tdk bermakna la juga cuti ku ini...

walaupun ada kesedihan lain menimpa, dri segi pembelajran, exam result, suckss...!

pasal tu lagi, pasal dia lagi, bru ja aku fikir, napa la aku perlu ada perasaan mcm ni.. patut la rambut gugur,LOL...

tapi think from the brightside, kalau la aku tidak fikir mcm tu, mgkin aku tdk kenal erti tangisan, syahdu, pengalaman pahit, walaupun semua ni orang tdk nampak.., biar diri sendiri saja, yang tau aku ni mcm mana....

i know, lots people wil drag me into kind of " normality"., like my best friends said,( kalau ko baca, ko mesti senyum heheheh), tu hanya "feeling kita", kita tdk bole halang, yang penting jangan langkah besar sehingga lupa diri...(ni aku punya kata)...hehe

biar la...( balik2 aku ckp bnda tu)..., tp bila sampai aku berangan( mcm kata sorang kawan tu), mula la tetes air mata ini jatuh smpi ke lubang telinga, sbb aku baring klu nangis...huhuhu

ooppsss... aku nangis, sbb apa?? bnyk perkara.... bkn pasal dia ja., bnyykkkkkkk..!!....emo yang amat sangt...

tapi apa bole buat, kegembiraan datang dari hati yang tulus ikhlas membuat sesuatu, jangan mengharap pembalasan., hanya senyum dan tarik nafas... tapi....

masih lagi aku rasa kesedihan membelenggu...

apa boleh buat, manusia,... aku hanya manusia biasa, punya perasaan yang berlainan dari makhluk lain... mungkin ada yang sama, tapi sedikit kelainan...

apa yang aku mengarut2 ni, ntah la... ni kali sekadar memenuhi syarat blogger... post some headline...

i know, this kind of boring thing that comes out from what ive taught about.., learning from the experience...

bosan punya kerja....

moey..

boSan....

miss you....

2009-12-13T01:37:00.003+08:00

lonely calling me tonight
surround by the soft melody
of a song that linger through my ear
tears fall down to my cheek..

afraid it will not coming back
by the grief that i always said
by the drops that i never collect
but its hard to make it stop...

hope something will called the history
the smile that i always put on me
the tears that you always see

someday...:(

tikus ku

2009-11-28T02:05:00.001+08:00

i know this will happen to me....

2009-11-27T09:22:00.002+08:00

felt annoyed by some others human that live nearest to my 'convenience', just make me piss of... i don't know whose I'm going to express this feeling, only dropping a words here....it makes me feel better..

"why people judge on the physical attraction? darling, it a mother nature...."

whatever...

some of people out there try to kill on what i felt before to some other called as 'subject', made my trust and honored to them goes to zero...

what comes from my mouth, become a manipulation for them to get what they really want. every time i spell out, lead them to do something out of so called 'friendship relationship'...

that's why i never trust nobody.

only, a few people i love, trust, being honored to be my friends, family, and a good citizen...

you know who...

little hurt expression comes from a heart....:(

I dont want to be a friends!!

2009-11-25T21:57:00.006+08:00

rararararara,......hehehe..something hidden of meaning in the songs of lady gaga, bad romance...sigh,,..*

mari kita ketawa!!!!

2009-11-17T01:43:00.002+08:00

ingat waktu kecil......hehehehehe

hurt so much.....:(

2009-11-13T23:34:00.006+08:00

a long time to 'hibernated' here in my own home at sandakan...just get back from shah alam yesterday... im sorry, a 'busy bee' always do its job, to make my situation un-systemated, dont have times to put a words in here..now, got time, got story, got everything ....

after the extremely hardest part of my courses, for this semester, really bad to call it as a manipulator for higher CGPA,arggh.. doesnt make any proud things to called as a best graders... my though...but i always try my best, (typical word....sigh*)

but the thing that i hate bout my attribute for this life, especially my 6 months trial for this semester, i didnt attend for the CTU paper....adduuss...., never mind, anything has the reason...Only God knows why....

while im here, at my hometown, the first thought came out when i was landed, just to find my mom and hug her, definitely im missing her so much.....second my dad,..and the rest would be my family...duhh...

but the most highest level on my thinking was a person who really make my heart and brain wrote h** name on my imagination, i dont know,....just h** running the engine of my feeling, never written on any other names....just h**,....thats the reason why i came back..but not to meet h**, just to feel near, thats it..

people especially friends, thought that i was crazy by waiting on the reply of h** love....i always put myself to step on the reality, never put myself into fantasy, i know that...but feelings cannot remain normal as people out there, trying to change and just it,...

sad song always flew its melody, lingering to my ears, playing the love song, never against on it, cos i know it will heal my heart,.when i cry, it make me feel better...yaa, and i know, cry will not put h** to be stand in front of me feel the same way to,it will not happen..

but ill pray for h**, with all my heart, hope everything h* do, every path of h** life will be better without me by h** side....

love you....

Selamat Hari Lebaran.......

2009-09-20T15:23:00.004+08:00

Its raya time!!!!!!!! during this most prosperous day, i would like to wish to all of bloggers a happy hari raya....

long time i havent do blogs, busy with all thing of "preparing".... hehe

k la,.......end of my word...selamat hari raya...maaf zahir batin.....:)

a night before merdeka....hihuhuh

2009-08-31T03:18:00.003+08:00

I just went back home after celebrated for a birthday party, not so party, bcoz on mood of fasting, so we had a meal after breakfast.....

3 beautiful people...hehehe

farid, E, zarul and Hassan

cupcake homemade by intan

before we heading to Intan's house, we decided to bought a present to Fared, the birthday boy, and we choose a mug for the gift.

1 Malaysia signature....hehehe.....from up left; E, mimie, Imah, Jiha, Intan..

from left below; syam, moey(me), zarul, D.d and Farid(birthday Boy)

Intan told us to came early before he achange plan, so surprised him after we arrived together... nice breakfast so called 'party',hehehe.,,so those are the picture, the turqoise color is the birthday boy, and the organizer; intan wore matched color with his boyfriend...

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak dan Merdeka!

2009-08-30T14:56:00.003+08:00

even im late to wish u all, but still we in a mood of Ramadhan. now we in a 9th of Ramadhan, si 9 days already we have been fasting.

syukur, we still live in a country far from war compare to the middle east country that fighting for their needs.

as we know, tomorrow also a big day to celebrate by us, a Merdeka Day, so in a month of Ramadhan , let us pray to Allah s.w.t, to have the prosperous and bless for living in a such wonderful and peaceful country.

a crappy holiday to me.... :(

2009-08-02T10:06:00.002+08:00

recently, me, as a student of uitm, im not sure if this called a happy feeling or bad on having a holiday shocked announcement last week. For other students, well, they went back home to their own hometown,but for those who live far away from shah alam, like me, is hard to express my feeling, either like it or not....

my friends told me to go back to setiawangsa, coz my cousins were live there.. but, im to lazy to 'move my butt', hehehe....

so I finish my holiday alone here in my new rented house... hhehhheehh

living alone doesn't make me feel afraid,especially when i have an experience living alone while having a practical; during my diploma studies,i live in a village, surrounded by coconut tree and bushes, and when night comes,its so dark, there were no light at all on the road, but what makes me feel brave to live there, House of Allah(mosque) just next to my house,...hehehe...

when 'azan' on air, many of the dogs will do the singing, hoooohhooooohoooo...!! hahah, just like in a coir, so harmony...hehe..

so for this holiday, alone, again... many think i do just watched tv, dance like crazy, singing alone, and buy food in tapau only,...

its feel bored, but i have decided on it, to live alone than go back home to setiawangsa...

thats all for the news.....hehehe

a week in shah alam...

2009-07-14T04:27:00.003+08:00

every thing had changed, im moved into a new house, a new housemate, same roomate, a new semester....

lately, the weather of shah alam become disaster, jerebuuuu!!!!....or jelebu???? pikir sendiri la...hehehe

i have record the situation in shah alam on having a very high risk jerebu... tengok la....:)

back to schoollll!!!

2009-07-03T18:43:00.003+08:00

another grumble feeling to go back to UiTM... without notice or something to have from ***, its a sad situation...never mind, just think bout another thing, maybe its right to forget bout ***.....

sedih dengar lagu ciara-never ever....gosh!!

ok...tomorrow is the day....7.55pm will be the flight....so, bye Sandakan, bye family, bye ***.........sigh*

Happy Father's day....to my Dad....huhu

2009-06-21T01:54:00.003+08:00

ok, today is sunday, on 21th of june, we celebrate the fathers day..so regard on that, whole of my siblings brothers and sisters were making a fathers day cake,homemade orange butter cake....huhuhu

hope tommorow ada yg terharu...huhuhu

this the picture of the cake!!!

hope my dad will like it....dadi....we called him dadi...hehehe...

is this a cursed or something?????

2009-06-20T18:19:00.002+08:00

okay....what I hate about my life, a situation when I'm not doing wrong on it, but people drag me into it as a blame., let say, there point at me,blame me if the things broken.. gosh!!

I feel disguise when that happen towards me, especially those people around is a family related with me...

I'm not the one who broke the things, the thing just suddenly appear to be broke.

malas betul bila sudah jadi gitu, orang terus cakap aku yang buat, oh God,..am I really a bad luck person??? why it always happen to me????

Drama Nur Kasih

2009-06-19T23:40:00.003+08:00

drama ini sudah 3 episod berlalu, semakin syok di tonton.. drama yang diarahkan oleh Khabir Batia ini sungguh cantik dilihat pemandangan yang di ambil untuk diketengahkan cerita-cerita berunsurkan keislaman.Amat berkualiti tinggi....

jangan lupa tonton ya...

sokong lah drama tempatan, bukan apa, siapa lagi kalau bukan kita sendiri anak Malaysia yang akan menaikkan martabat orang Malaysia, bukan orang Indonesia, bukan Singapura,dan sebagainya.

kita sendiri...

drama kita, kualiti terjamin....made in Malaysia, beli buatan Malaysia...hehehe

kris allen......

2009-06-14T14:33:00.004+08:00

kris allen : aint no sunshine......

besh,,,,..!!!

Adam Lambert is gay.... (confession)

2009-06-10T18:41:00.001+08:00

eventhough that he is someone who called as a rock gay, but he still have those talented voice to be proud...macam jantan juga la suara dia kan??hehehe

NEW YORK – "American Idol" runner-up Adam Lambert has landed the cover of Rolling Stone magazine, where he talks about sex, drugs and his "Idol" experiences. The 27-year-old singer from San Diego acknowledges in an interview that he's gay, and says it shouldn't come as a surprise to anyone. "I'm proud of my sexuality," he says. "I embrace it. It's just another part of me."

Lambert says he was inspired to audition for the Fox network singing competition after having a "psychedelic experience" at the Burning Man festival in Nevada. There, he says, he experimented with "certain funguses."

"I knew that it was my only shot to be taken seriously in the recording industry, because it's fast and broad," he says of "Idol."

Lambert emerged as an early front-runner and judge favorite, thanks in part to his soaring vocal range.

When he moved into the show's Bel-Air mansion with the other finalists, he roomed with Kris Allen, who won the "Idol" title over Lambert last month.

"I was like, `Oh, (bleep), they put me with the cute guy,'" Lambert says. "Distracting! He's the one guy that I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type _ except that he has a wife. I mean, he's open-minded and liberal, but he's definitely 100 percent straight."

According to Rolling Stone, Lambert was open about his sexuality backstage at "Idol." In March, photos surfaced online of Lambert kissing his ex-boyfriend.

"Going into `Idol,' I assumed, `OK, people are going to talk,'" he says. "I mean, I've been living in Los Angeles for eight years as a gay man, I've been at clubs making out with somebody in the corner. But photographic evidence? Didn't count on that. Wasn't ready for that."

He says he worried that a public announcement would overshadow his singing, so he decided not to respond and largely kept his personal life under wraps on the show.

"I'm an entertainer, and who I am and what I do in my personal life is a separate thing," he says. "It shouldn't matter. Except it does. It's really confusing."

Lambert says he isn't interested in being the poster child for gay rights. "I'm trying to be a singer, not a civil-rights leader."

He also reveals that he began smoking pot and tried Ecstasy for the first time while performing in a European production of "Hair" in his early twenties.

"I've finally checked in to my self-worth for the first time in my life, and the fact that it has coincided with `Idol' is so sweet," he says. "I mean, I still have moments where I think, `Oh, my skin is terrible, and I'm a little fat, I should really go to the gym more.' But for the most part, when I look in the mirror now, I finally see someone who can do something cool."

___

Fox is a unit of News Corp.

boring....

2009-06-04T19:19:00.002+08:00

arghhhh!!!!!!

this coming 11 june, will be the result for our april 2009 exam...

tidak lama lagi....feel so scared...

What the issued?????

2009-05-24T01:40:00.002+08:00

intermission.....

rasanya.......

2009-05-16T17:20:00.002+08:00

hehhehehhe.......the lazy person, comes out with a lazy wordsss.....im to lazy to put all the pictures we had during the joyride, how about, just look through my facebook, and its a lot of it in there....

ngeeee~~~

malas nyer nak update....huhuhuhuuh

click on the right side which has wrote a 'facebook' with it....heheheheh

savely reach to my own house here at sandakan!!

2009-05-15T14:59:00.002+08:00

Thank God, im reaching my own place, my precious moment with my family will begin for a new books.,heheeh.....

finally....im using my brothers new desktop, it was so cool....so attractive, so fierce.,with a dragon sticker on it body, and it place at our room,. so coooooooll,and it connected with internet, before this we had to used our family desktop outside in our living room, but now, definitely,easy for us to surve the internet....yehhhooOOOO!!!!

while my second brother was a technician,and working as a technician in one of unknown company, it will ease us to get a new update about new things,new gadgets, new software, and new downloader software,its important for ME....hahahaha.....

but now, im sitting on chair, doing surfing the internet, boring!!.....

im waiting for my friends to pick me up, go to club, or somewhere around the town, watch the movie,.like we always do when we get our semester break...

but not all of them are here, one doing his last foundation semester in KK, and the other one doing his short course in KL.....but i still have Fiffy,jumat,and ridan here....hehehehe...we break the dawn around the time again....!!!Heheheheh

change the topic!!!!!

okay, im sorry for not sending any post for a few days, exam just leave us for about a 2 week ago, so on that period, i hve'nt so much time to post any news, or my routin agenda,....sorry....(T,T)

but, just want to tell every blogger here, last week,my bunch of friends and I were having so much fun on doing a joyride, to Port Dickson and Melaka, and some sort of seremban area.. hehheh......

it was so hot, and sunburn all over my face, my neck, and not my body....hehehehe.....cos, i was wore a long slieve t shirt, so safe for my body.....huhuhu

i would love to send a picture of us there, but all of it in my laptop, so maybe next time i will post it here...

im tired, need to get rest, need to sleep....taraaaAAAAAAaaaaaAa!!!!! mwaaaxx

xoxoxoxoxox

lirik terbaru...untuk Dato Siti Nurhaliza

2009-04-27T14:44:00.005+08:00

lagu ni lagu b.m...so post dlm b.m. ......klu tgk bait2 lirik, lebih tertumpu pada yang sudah kahwin, so lagu ni sesuai sekali ntuk Dato Siti Nurhaliza...hahah,besar tul angan2 mau bagi lagu ni sama Dato....amin...(hehehe)

lena mu indah

andai kau buka matamu
tatkala ku menanti hadirmu
rasa sebuah keabadian cintaku
hanya muncul tika bersamamu

masih ada riang waktu
yang boleh ku berikan padamu
segala rahsia hati yang kaku
selama tidurmu berlalu

bangunlah tatap wajahku
kerna diriku cintaimu
telah lama ku tunggu
hadirmu menjelma dalam hidupku

sepi kini takkan ada lagi
cebis pengalaman yang menghantui
seru wahai kekasih hati
bangun tatap wajah ku ini

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film critic time!!!!!! fast and furious 4

2009-04-04T22:18:00.003+08:00

ok...this is the time when I had a time more relaxing than do something about learning, arghhhhh!!!!!! the exam just around the corner.... calm down...need to relax..

before i having a period on a busy thing, better i cheer up my thing first...

firstly, I ahd a good time to watched a new movie with my friends. last night, saturday night, we had a fast and furious 4 and it was tremendously great movie ever(for this year) compare to others moive (for this year), but i waiting for the next transformer to come, and also wolverine....

back to fast and furious movie, the introduction of it, was chaos, so thrilled!!! even we had to watched about 10 minutes ahead, but it seems that this movie still has an attractiveness..

want to make a story about our situation last night, it was a first time we had a bad time to watched, because we have to sit in front of the movie hall, beside the quality of the management was so low, why???? the film just stop like that, blank for 14 minutes... everyone just get angry of it, but what we can do??? just waiting for the movie roll on back... after a few minutes, it continue..

this story is about a continuity of the previous fast and furious movie, but Dom girlfriend died on the first scenes..so sad...

Im not going to tell all the story, but do watched it, we spend our money for a good quality movie....okaaaay!!!!!

little note to the psycho...

2009-04-01T00:37:00.003+08:00

dear pyscho,

am I falling through the wrong part??
am I being manipulate to the surrounding situation??
am I being control by the human who doesnt know how to life??
better tell me because its hurting me..
better be honest by using confession,
tell me the truth so I'm not waiting..

I hope a little faith guide me to achive the destiny,
the line which bring me to broke the berrier,
clear my path, clear my reality,
so it wont be a fantasy that being killing my soul..

dear pyscho,

push me away, so I wont be near at you,
help me to pull again, my happiness back than.,
hoping again my destiny will remain..
hope I get what a thing missing and un seeing..

yours hatter,
the lovers...

tag by hazel aka anin!!!! and I tag everyone!!

2009-03-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

ok....this is what ive done for the research,,hahahaah.... anin!!!, sdh post...!!

1. Who are you?
*moey aka marlan bestest..hahahaha

2. Are we friends?
*totally!!

3. When and how did we meet?
*room 11 sem satu...hahaha

4. Have you ever had any feelings about me good/bad?
*sombong giler, bila sdh kenal, OMG, friendly,chicky,hahahaha...gurau

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
*naughty chicky gurl...(pjg nyer)hahah

6. Describe me in one word.
*naughty...hahaaha

7. What was your first impression?
*preety

8. Do you still think that way about me now?
*betambah lagi...hehehe

9. What reminds you of me?
*naughty

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
*a smile and advice...mcm dlm gmbr tu..hahaha

11. How well do you know me?
*lot of...ngeeeee~ tp itu amanah..saya diam...ok..dont wory...mwax!

12. When's the last time you saw me?
*last thursday in the morning, after eco...hehehe

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
*sudah...hehehee

14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
*okai

15. What is my best attribute?
*advice to...

heehhehehe

moi expose this semester!!!!

2009-03-20T02:41:00.002+08:00

im excited to have an expose this morning...because of i like myself to talk in different language and attempt to do it., (bahasa bangsa sendiri pun nda tau,mau bahasa perancis)...ahaahhah...at least, I try...

so this is what i made for my expose:

bonjour, j'aime faire les courses
aujourd'hui il fait beau
j'ai envie de sortir ce soir a Sunway Pyramid
je achete un pull
j'ai rendez-vouz avec Marlan et Diba a sept heures et demie
j'ai une course a faire
on va au cinema aussi
j'ai trois place pour talentime
la film commence a neuf heures
avant, nous pouvons faire les courses
nous allons en voiture

ahahhahahahaaha...seems like I'm having a kindergateen in french language, but I like!!!! I rock it...hehehee

je'taime beaucop...que est que ill ya??ehehehe..lol

Adai-Adai Song

2009-03-18T22:23:00.004+08:00

its a traditional song made from our neighboor country, Brunei Darulsalam, its a part of my races, my Dads side,anyway....love all our cultural, Universal things in Asia are so unic, discover it,while it still exist....

Love our culture, live it,rock it, enjoy with it....

what will lecturer do for you if you're in trouble???

2009-03-16T12:48:00.006+08:00

Okay....the day start with a wonderful moaning... Opps...morning...hehe... I took my towel as my friends had his bath first, and then I go into the toilet about 7.40am like that, I took shower and refresh enough, dry everything, wore my pink shirt, look casual enough, and put my deodorant and spray perfume all over my body...haha, and we drove off about 8.20am....

we reach to our "lovely Intekma class", about 8.40am., she was already infront, sitted, "good morning Madame".. (with whisper sound)..she is not reply it, so we took our sit, infront,left or her site..

(this is not what it may seem in Intekma) huuuu!

Today, we had to send or submitted our assignment, about the article review,,.....actually, I've done for the draft as well, b'coz I'm not so get attention on the previous week, so I do that with not asking any classmate...(stupid moey)lol....

but, eventhough it is not for submit today, I brave myself to infront her, ask her about the draft,....

Me: ive finish our draft (partner with my roomy), i just want to make sure that I do it right or not???(even broken, why not try...rite???)hahahaha

madame: let me see....

(lots of conversation, and some people was around there come to see us,what was I discuss with Madame)..

but the thing, that I'm not satisfied with "lecturers atitude", she suddenlly say that.."dont expect me to do a correction for you,..".... sump of my tears..huhuhu

(tag for bengang, this pictures come out first)

and, yaa..credit to Farid who just come and help me with "attempting" word,hahaha....it is just something comes out from my mind, and type it into my draft, so no body perfect...huhu

I just want to ask weather it is right or not, to do a draft like what I've done before, so there is no mistake until the real report will submited to her...

thats why student felt so embarassed to come and seing each other with lecturer personally, speaking in english lagi...opps...hahaha

nevermind, after this, grumble feeling will overwhelming into myself...huhuhu....

so the point is, for all lecturers out there, feel love to your student, dont expect us as a person who do always right, we are not perfect, we still climb the mountain as you do while you are being student like us...Im not stupid, neither clever...maintain...peace!

my new edit for a new picture to my friend=fiffy~

2009-03-16T12:17:00.004+08:00

hi...again..

this time i would like to post another picture edit, which a favor from my fren, fiffy. He told me to do some picture edit which is combine his picture with afgan, the most talented singer from Indonesia, he totally good in singing his faselto, and love it....

so this is the picture I've come out with, Lut, cantik ka????hehehe:

anger situation : WTF MeN!!!!~

2009-03-15T20:33:00.002+08:00

ok.....im not similar with others who use F**k directly, but the thing is, this situation next will I story for u guys, really made my temperature going up!!okay..i'll start with:

I went for a credit top up grocery, which was just ahead next through our house, I went there because thats the one I 'think' quite high hospitality, but its turn nothing.

before this, theres a girl who really good in "top up" skill, which was tip top and people most likeable, but she went for another place, i dont wat she's up to her manager, but for the next girl i want to share, just really make my temper goes up :

me :top up 5 ade (with a good smile which only can gave by hospitality student,ehehe,dont get me wrong...)

the gurl : ada,tulis...(faces like having thunder just a few second)....

~so I just directly wrote on the paper, my no. 017-663****...hehehe

and a few second, tetet`,...reload mari...

I gave RM50....cause I dont have any small amount of money....

the gurl: adei, bayar RM50, tapi reload RM5....mcm kaya....

(panggg!!! OMG, those sentence make me crazy a litle bit)...

me: ni je duit yg saya ada...

the gurl: ala,lain kali bawa duit kecik, tkkn nak bgi semua duit keci kat sini kat awk??

me: (mendiam kan diri)...took the change and go....

it will suck me up till the end of day to not forgive her, (klu dia dtg la minta maaf)...huhu...
for all customer will hate this if this situation happen through you rite???so,..noww...my station going to change to another top up grocery....a new one....merajuk....huhuhu

end of discussion by moey

More lyrics Made by my mouth factory :

2009-03-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

Sang Pencinta

datang la wahai sang pencinta
peluk diriku sekuat kudratmu
seperti kan esok tak akan tiba
seperti tiada fikiran yang bercelaru

permintaan sang kekasih cuma satu
jangan tinggalkan diri keseorangan
pasti matahari kan bersatu
bersama siang menerangi awan

c/o
datang sekali jangan lagi pergi
tidakkan mahu tangisan merintih
mengharap penantian menjadi kenyataan
sang pencinta datang membawa harapan

tidakkan mahu menahan air mata
kerana ianya amat memedihkan
sepahit kisah kenangan lama
tak ingin sekali lagi mengenangkan

copyright original by moey (www.moeydean.blogspot.com)

Maaf perkataan yang indah~

2009-03-11T20:27:00.002+08:00

Sekali lagi aku menghantar sesuatu terhadap blog ku ini, terdapat banyak halangan sebenarnya untuk mengupdate, tapi ku latih tabah menghadapi (formal word plak)..kuikuikui...

sori la, sebab aku ni jarang menulis tentang perkara-perkara yang terbaru, sebabnya bkn la banyak, tapi satu jer, malas....hehehe

tapi, hari ini macam banyak dosa pula aku lakukan, mungkin pada seseorang, mungkin terhadap satu komuniti besar, mungkin juga pada makhluk sekitar ku..

Sori kalau aku ni salah perilaku terhadap seseorang., sori kalau aku bukan seseorang yang boleh terima sebarang gurauan, sori kalau aku salah anggap pada mereka-mereka yang jalan dijalan yang betul...

maaf ja dapat ku berikan, kerna aku bukan ada apa2, hehehee...

maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki.

sick of love

2009-02-09T02:05:00.003+08:00

people are really judging themselve when the negative situation happen in their real world of L.O.V.E. ;

"Im not good enough for you?"

"Are you bored with me?"

or "Are you having another one?"

it always happen,thinking on something clueness, never get the answer. But why it still need to put them into the first stage of our heart???

"becoz he/she is the one for me."

"first and last for me"

"stick already, cannot be replace"

people always answer that question, but sometimes, others are really strong to say, "I can find more better than you!!!"......

but for me, love at first sight, first touch, are always be the last, even we cant get it for real, trust me, a little heart will save them to love you again. Not here in the earth, but "up there".......

are u lucky enough????

2009-02-09T00:04:00.002+08:00

Are you lucky enough??
People always want something that really related to easier living situation. But it may not like what we had today, but sometimes others will get it easy.
I’m not telling that this kind of situation are wrong, but people who not easy to get in into that kind of situation, what are they need to do? Even I’m also, always talking by myself, why I’m not rich like Mr. Trump? Why I’m not clever like Bill Gate? Why I’m not sporty like Dato’ Nicole David?
See, it always plays into my mind. Which are plays by your mind to? I think yes. But when I think again, it is not wrong to be what I’m right now; I’m not good looking, but attractive, hahahaha
I’m not clever enough, but I’m creative, I’m not sporty, but I can ran more than 2 kilometers, see, that was my capability on trying something that I can do.
Before this, I never thought that I can manage to attempt any University, but on my ability to capture a thing to be done, I manage to get in into UiTM, and I love it.
Sacrifice may be use to any person who living as a human in this tiny world. Dignity and trust on good thing will get you something more benefit to be price on what we do, what we feel, and what we trust.

MAS AF sakit jiwa???

2009-02-08T12:22:00.004+08:00

Bila kedengaran artis yang bernaung di syarikat Maestro itu, dikatakan sakit jiwa dan telah menyerang orang awam (betulkan jika salah), membuatkan industri musik kini bergegar dengan cerita tersebut.

Melalui sumber yang kita percayai, Melodi dan juga Galaksi (rancangan tv9), mengatakan bahawa dia tertekan dengan album yang dijanjikan oleh pihak maestro.

Pendapat saya mengenai hal ini bukan tertumpu kepada Mas untuk dipersalahkan sepenuhnya, pihak lain turut terlibat.

Seperti kata Freddy Fernandez, mengatakan bahawa, pihak maestro tidak berhasrat untuk menyambung kontrak dengan Mas, akan tetapi Mas menolak, kerana ingin terikat dengan Maestro lagi.

Jika freddy berkata yang Mas tidak begitu berbakat, mengapa dari awal lagi Akademi Fantasia mengambil Mas sebagai calon finalis Af musim ke-2?(betulkan jika salah).pihak pengkritik juga berkata bahawa Mas ada potensi untuk pergi jauh, tapi pada masa kini, Mas seperti dihindarkan jauh dari industri musik.

Bukan semua telah berbuat demikian, Azwan Ali sebagai contoh yang terbaik kerana mengambil beliau dalam rancangan amboi2, sebagai 'bulan jamaica', telah menaikkan lagi rancangan tersebut. apa-apa pun tetap Azwan Ali yang telah membantu sedikit sebanyak kehidupan Mas dalam Indsutri ini.

Mungkin Mas sendiri lemah dalam mengawal diri sehingga dikatan sakit jiwa kini(masih belum titik noktah sakit jiwa beliau), akan tetapi, tekanan perasaan pun, bukan semua boleh kawal, terutamanya, pihak wanita. Bukan maksud saya,wanita tidak cekal, tetapi sesetengah orang akan mengambil jalan mudah untuk menyelesaikan masalah ini. Begitu juga lelaki.

Kepada keluarga Mas, harap dapat bersabar, dan kepada semua pihak yang terdekat dan jauh, harap dapat membantu Mas dalam meneruskan hidup yang lebih sempurna dan normal sedia kala. Kerana, Mas masih ada keluarga dan juga anak-anak, oleh yang demikian, dapatlah membantu beliau untuk meneruskan kehidupan seperti dahulu.

Universal Music????????

2009-02-07T23:06:00.013+08:00

When we are talking about music, theres a lot of it, from the aged we are not born, its exist until now, we surrounded by music. i love music, music rythm click to our heart, feel to dance, sing with the singer, or just the melody, its harmonic of each instrument,played by the profesional, it doesnt matter what type of music youre listen to, but it depends on your priority to reduce your tension, or just having fun with it...

I love jazz,waltz, but might be unliken by others, its still, universal to say that music can make people hates somebody...but it just human nature. but feel free with the music.!!!!!!

do you love rock music??????

I love it to..but just a certain of it, not all the music of rock i like, seems people have another definition on how they describe the rock music for their own opinion. still, feel free to listen the music...such helloween, metalica, yess, definitely, this band already being known all over the world, i love their music, some song can be my favourite...

how bout this punk music???

just a certain of it can be my favourite to, especially from malaysia,A.C.A.B, one of my brothers favourite, but not bad, their song not to directly into the punk daily life, their song more to contain of express on what their think for this life, but sure, not really that bad. try to listen.

SKA???love it...!!!!!!

we kind like a place to put all the type of music together here in Malaysia, we have new born of music such as indie song, even its exist long time ago, but now it become habit for those people who active in this type of song, nowadays, this band speak up and really fast growth and being except by malaysian citizen, like a carnival and fiesta, we appreciate on the creativity and loyalty to support our own music industry..Peace!!

What type of it, what song you listen, just be it, people love it, try to love it, just be it, no body say no, just dont try to put music into your own war,music not an item to start your controversy, just chill with it, enjoy with it....PEACE no WAR!!!

joging for health, not to skinny!!!(mengharap juga kurus)..hahhahahah~~

2009-02-06T19:29:00.003+08:00

hari yang kami cxl kelas utk kelas service management, we decided to had a jog, together around the lake just beside of the UNISEL,shah alam.. hari tu, tia sangka, bole pusing 3.5 round tu tasik...fuyyooo.!!!syabas utk diri ku...hahaahhah

yalakan, aku ni dah la gemuk, people of us really hard to jog on that long meters,maybe kilometres,..hahhaha

but, for rite now, i determine myself to put an sport activity, as one part of my schedule everyday, tapi ari ni, sakit perut plak.....so cxl,lagipun geng yg lain tia ikut, so today its cxl....

this are the picture we took yesterday, the best picture took by D.D, (rite next to me)., semua empat2 masuk, lain gambar adayg tiga, adayg dua org ja tegambar..hahaaha

so, bukan utk kurus, my mom always said that, active leisuring doesnt meant to loose some weight only, but to have good healthy while you still living.....my mom kan , ssh owh mau dapat sakit ni.. dia aktif pgi joging, and she always bought something healthy product such water fillter, (if you scroll, you can look down of the web), and so many thing...even it expensive, still want to buy, and see, my mom still look good, and healthy, my father ja la ,ssh sikit mau gerak..habis keja, penat...tapi apapun, harap kami bahagia sampai kami ada keluarga yang besar, i love my family....... :)

what a mess?????!!!!!

2009-02-06T11:13:00.004+08:00

lamanyer aku tgglkan blog ni....busy sgt kot????(ye ke??)...hehee...ape je la... tp yg penting skang ni , aku mengalami satu kebodohan yang amat sangat....bodoh gila nak mampus... tapi apakan daya utk menutup kebodohan aku, aku tepksa mengeluarkan duit yg begitu bnyk...

lpas ni, malas nak ikut kebodohan itu lagi.....tutup!!!!!!!!!!!

perenggan/cerita baru
nak cerita la.sejak tak berblog ni, sebelum ni ada cuti seminggu, aku demam sangat....tu yg tk gi joging, badan yg tak turun2 naik mendpat kan cecahan yang amat menyeramkan...hahahaha... tapi tu la, skang ni nak aktifkan balik....sebb melalui fakta sains mengatkan( ceh konon)., apabila kita membuat senaman selari dengan kehidupan kita, yang mana kita sentiasa bersenam(berhari-hari), kadar metabolisme dlm bdan akn sentiasa pada tahap membakar, akan tetapi jika kita meninggalkan senaman tersebut let say, 3 days, kadar metabolisme akan menurun...

oleh itu ,saya ikut la fakta sains itu, dan sekarang ni saya pun pegi la joging kat tepi unisel tu ada tasik, kat sana la saya sentiasa mengeluarkan peluh.....scenary pun canteekk..hehehehe

now and then, harap tidak la badan saya kembali sperti tingkatan 5, kalau boleh badan aku krus seperti di politeknik, nak masuk kan gmbr tingkatan 5, tkde soft copy, ni gmbr time kat poli:

ziana zain-dingin (cover by mrs pink)

2009-01-13T23:35:00.005+08:00

pernah dengar lagu dingin ka????

best oowh tu lagu,,, lagi best kalau kak ziana nyanyi, tapi yang ni, pelik sikit,,....

kamu dengar ja la.....

kami pegi kutub utara!!!!!

2009-01-13T23:17:00.003+08:00

hehehehehe......saja ja, actually, start from this january-feburary, bukit cahaya will having the winter season, so they will create a winter surrounding here at bukit cahaya, shah alam.... boleh tahan la sejuknya, from -2 to -7, kira mcm dlm frozen and chiller hotel la...eheheheheheh

here some of the picture, hope kamu suka la.......mwaaxxx!!!

went to putrajaya!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-13T23:04:00.005+08:00

a set of my new album....hehehe

putrajaya kami serbu.... best juga la, tapi nda sempat time sunset....but enjoy with the picture...... :)

happy new year 2009!!!!!~

2009-01-02T02:44:00.003+08:00

it was totally choas, seems its the 15 years i didnt get into celebrating the new years and having firecracker boom rite through my ears...

hehe, lama sdh tidak pegi padang beteriak, countdown, mungkin sbb malas mau bjlan, block way every where, jadi malas la mau cari pasal di padang2 yang ada mercun bunga api...

tapi, ni ari kedua selepas malam countdown saya on9 di KFC, ohhh Gosh..... so iritating, sbb kemarin saya mau on9 but my battery geting weak, mau sambung cable, tapi ada org tua tu guna sdh....so, tepaksa balik awal, jadi ari kedua, mean rite now, second of january, saya dpt juga sambung cable, and get recharge for my laptop...

mau bikin cerita, apa azam baru aaa?????

ntah la, tdk pernh sa buat azam baru, setiap tahun, sa just berlandaskan apa yang telah ditakdirkan oleh Allah, tapi ada la juga impian sedikit dalam diri sa utk sa capai...itu azam ka???hehehehe

azam sa pun sama ja utk setiap tahun, to get more better in my life, no more worst thing happen between others....

setiap orang pasti tahu yang kita ni dibelenggu masalah, banyak masalah dalam dunia ini kita dapat selesaikan, dan ada sampai mati pun ssh nak betulkan apa yang telah salah dilakukan.. seperti kita bersalah dengan diri kita sendiri, badan kita ni kan anugerah Allah, jadi kalau kita masukkan benda yang tak baik dalam badan, mesti badan akan sakit kan???(aku tak la pandai sangt,kuikuikui...) macam dadah, hindarkan la diri kita dari dadah, bukan bagusd sangt, sbb dadah ni konon sedap, mana sedap, sedap lagi nasi lemak, konon mengkhayalkan, bagus lagi dengar lagu nasyid, lagi mendayu2....hehehe

tapi apa pun, setiap langkah kita, akan diperhati, walaupun orang tak nampak, tapi Allah, dan para malaikatNya, sedang memerhati dan mencatit apa yang kita lakukan dalam hidup ini......jauhi DADAH!!

so, skang apa yang kita ingin lakukan untuk membuatkan 2009 adalah tahun yang tidak menjadikan diri kita mundur,tidak mengiyakan tanggapan ekonomi jatuh sperti analisis yang telah dikeluarkan,hehe, apa-apa pun, yang pasti jangan biarkan diri kita menjadi satu beban untuk tidak mencari sesuatu kebaikan dalam hidup.

what an exhausted i have.....~~

2008-12-29T02:19:00.002+08:00

my litle backbone just getting hurt when i was slept on board,but not for a long time, just a minute, i guess i need someting that really comfortable as pillow, not a hard head pillow during my flight on....hehehe(im not blaming to the aeroplane,just bcos im easy to get hurt at the back)..

and thank God, my fren just booked a taxi ticket to reach our place, so it is not tiring as to get a bus, KMT and another taxi to reach my rent home....hehehe

as i say, just a little hurt, hahaha,rite now im geting on9 here at kfc, using my fren scooter, but still tired..mAU berenti sdh ni taip blog...hahahaha

see you soon, back to school....

xoxoxox

kes bedarah di sandakan malam reunion before xmas!!!!!~

2008-12-25T03:02:00.000+08:00

mau kasi cerita la, kami ni nda jadi bjalan2 time mlm xmas.....sbb one of our fren tu mau balik sdh gi KL ari jumaat....so we decided to break the dawn today, wednesday,ladies night, hehehehehheh

first tu tujuan mau tgk wayg, tapi tu la, kami ni jenis yg nda suka tgk wayg klu nda minat apa yang di minat, tiada HISTERIA......eeee, bikin panas tul tu panggung oowh, sdh la lambat, wayang lama dikasi ulang, eeeee.....tapi yang bikin heran bedtime storie kuar sudah, padahal kuar panggung 1 january kan(betulkan aku kalau salah)...heheheh

jadi kami pun kuar la jalan2 pusing2 di bandar like what we do last reunion, (july holiday), sekali kami tenampak titisan darah, tekejut ni......
kami cari point utama tu darah darimana .........

terdapat banyak spekulasi;(minta maaf tiada bukti gambar,kerana semua tiada bawa kamera)...heheheheheheh

a)moey : darah ayam(bukan 'ayam')
b)jefrry: darah tu baru sahaja menitis, sebab tidak kering.
c)bren : darah Santa Claus,sebab kna cucuk tanduk red dear....heheheh
d)jumat: darah angel yang turun dari langit,sbb satu point permulaan, hingga hujung berhenti ,titisan tidak bersambung
e)Ridan: Blur~~~heheheheh(takut kalau2 ada orang bergaduh)...heheheheh

itu la spekulasi kami setelah nampak darah tersbut sambil berjalan mncari titisan darah tersebut berakhir, akan tetapi kami terpesong perjalanan, kerana ada sekumpulan orang dewasa dihadapan.....heheheheh

tu la....kes yang tidak dapat kami rungkaikan ala2 Detective conan...heheheheheh

baru ja sa balik dari jalan2 tu,sdh sa post blog..heheehh

so sa mau tidur........

mwaxxx......~~~~

2008-12-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

for those who doesnt have my account for Friendster and Myspace, kindly subscribe to me okai!!!

http://www.friendster.com/moeylurve

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peopleeeee listen!!!!!hehehehe....~~

2008-12-24T13:50:00.001+08:00

sori la....klu tajuk ganas.....cuma nak suruh korang dgr la lagu yang aku cipta....i dont have any mp3 player, only have a camera which can took a video, so, i just took this one directly after i made the lyric...heheheheh

so hope you like it. :)

the gurl that i love from the 3!!!!

2008-12-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

hehehehe...,many of the viewers and follower of this cartoon,powerpuff girl, might took bubble for their favourite one, but for me, without blossom to handle all the problem occurs, the group doesnt present their power effectively......(am i the person who say that????)

hahahhaha
......anyway, i love blossom, coz shes having a great hair, long, straight, and never been cutted..(but form the episode of bubble and buttercup comb her hair,she turn into ugly blossom)......but nevermind....another episode, shes having that back..hahahahaha

ahli keluarga bertambah lagi!!!~

2008-12-23T12:50:00.000+08:00

bkn manusia, tapi kucing...hehehehhe......time sa balik dari shah alam, nak pgi homewtown aku, family aku langsung tak cakap pasal another kitty were born., sampai la di rumah, baru adik sa bagitau yang that 'women cat' melahirkan 4 orang anak kucing...... yang unik nya, semua yang lahir ikut kaler kucing yang dah besar yang ada di ruma ni,...heheheh.....malangnya one kitty missing waktu malam....ksian sgt...tak tau mana dia pegi... :(

but mau cerita juga la, kucing paling besar di ruma ni, pernah hilang 3 hari....sampai adik sa yg pling kecil mnangis, diorang cerita la...sa time tu di shah alam, waktu adik sa pegi cari tu kucing di bawah rumah, one of our neighbour saw our kucing,we called maming, di dalam lobang bawah tangga....adik sa pegi tgk, dia 'ngiau', tu kucing pun ngiau balik,...tapi tia mau kuar....

sampai my mom panggil bomba to make sure yang dia bole kasi kuar, but the bomba said the cat wont got out.......mmg tia pandai tu bomba,...

time tu hari kedua, hari ketiga, adik sa pancing guna ikan sardin,.........she put it out side the hole, when the cat kuar, durang cakap ada lipan sekali kuar,....oh God,...nasib tia kena sengat si maming,....time tu la, my mother said, yang bomba ni kadang2 a little thing diorang tia bole buat....so berdikari itu amat penting, jangan harap ngan orang lain dulu selain kita sendiri yang buat dahulu....

ni kucing sa yang hilang for 2 and half day ;

dia buang air kecil....heheheh

manja ni kucing, kalau tia turut "ngiau" dia,mesti dia kencing merata

this one, yang betina tu kuarkan anak dari perut dia...hehehe

yang belakang tu missing......yang ketot ekornya....sedih taw....:(

kiuttttttttttttt!!!!~~

ani kena gambar semua ni olh adik saya yang belajar di poli tu....

love pInk!!~~~

2008-12-22T00:20:00.001+08:00

sepa kata pink tia rock????????angkat mulut picit....

tu la kamurang tia tau, pink is the colourful color...heehehehe.,cantik apa...,

lagipun from a scientific research, pink can melt someone heart when they having a trouble or problem, which was its good to our eyes,...but not bright pink....(aku betul ker??).

hehehehe

tapi apa2 pun , pink itu menawan..........lagipun pink penyanyi rock kan rock?????hehehehe

yeahhhhh!!! pink rocks!!!!!

Bunkface cooooooOOlllLLLLL!!!~~

2008-12-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

this band mmg best la....love the music their brought to our industry..... new music, creative lyrics, and much more.....if you want to be link with this band, please log on to my www.myspace.com/moeyzone, please subscribe to me first okay!!

iklan :filter from blondal (known also as LUX)

2008-12-21T15:53:00.000+08:00

filter ni bagus owh.....pada sesiapa yang inginkan kehidupan yang baik, dan sentiasa bersih terhadap air yang kita gunakan, dapatkan produk ini, bagus owhhh...

filter ini mempunyai sistem penapis ozon, serta menyingkirkan clhorine yang ada dalam air ,yang mana ianya disalurkan melalui paip2 di rumah kita.....

so,sapa2 yang mau kehidupan yang baik, beli produk ni, and bagitau saya, sa order dari mak sa, heheheheh..... okai ....

nampak tu daki2 air????????tu la kamurang minum kalau tanpa ni tapisan...heehehe

this is part to onn and off the machine, one button to switch on the UV filter,and the scond one to eliminate the chlorine, dust and many tiny things trapped into the water.

perjalanan ku balik dari kota kinabalu (sungguh penat)....heheheh~~

2008-12-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

selepas episod kat bawah tu, aku nak post la cerita tentang kami sekeluarga balik dari kota kinabalu, tapi without my sister,adik sa yg belajar di polikk......sbb time tu dia ada exam,...so we just 4 people ride to go home , back to sandakan, which were me, my dad and mom, and adik paling kecil and keras kpala....hehehehe

kamiorg balik tu time ari jumaat, sebelum balik mnuju je tamparuli, kami antar dulu la adik sa yg belajar di poli tu, so.....dimulakan cerita......sa duduk dalam keta bahgian belakang sebelah kanan, mata ku melihat sebelah kanan,a huge billboard i saw, and i was shock......bcause it is not about promotion, not about politician, not about an artist, but it was about wedding picture,....

imagine that a huge billboard just contain of 2 bride and bridegroom, smiling through the lences, a clouds and blu sky to be as the background......

it must be a high cost for a wedding budget, but i though that this couple was belong to rich family...so it doesnt matter, love cannot be count through money.....so i just took my camera, on it, and capture it...tank God......finally i think fast for my blog words....hehehehhe

so this is the picture :

after we reach to tamparuli, di tangan sa ada camera, so i capture myself to...ehehehh

on december, a lot of changes happen to the travelers ride through passes along tamparuli, bundu Tuhan, Mount Kinabalu, Kundasang and ranau.....its so colddddd!!!,........

juga ada perubahan terhadap rumput di sana......sangat cantik.... rumput yang selalunya warna hijau, bertukar kepada warna lavender purple.....so cute....mau ja sa baring2 di situ....hehehehhe

heres the pic;

and the second one ;

along the way to telupid, our car was trapped by the huge lorry tank, and also a busses, sebbnya diorang ni jalan perlahan, apa lagi klu jalan bukit....adeeee.....sudah la penat, so untuk sa tidak membuang masa, sa gambar la situasi kami dalam terperangkap tu...hehhehe

sesampainya kami di batu 32 sandakan, sa sempat la capture tamu2 yang brjual ;

time tu sudah mau malam owh.....jam 6.30 sudah......di sabah awal gelap.......kepada orang bhagian semenanjung,jgn tkjut....eheheheh

so kami pun sampai jam 8.30....sebb sambung lagi jam....ergghhhh!!!

tapi siok!!!!hehehehe

brainscan aku dan topi ajaib (nak tengok!!!)

2008-12-21T14:18:00.000+08:00

wow.......im so thrill with this next film directed by Ahmad Idham, its totally full with CGI, and im waiting for that film airing to public this 25 december..... mungkin untuk tontonan xmas kot???heheheh

apa2 la, asalkan dia dari malaysia, dan aku bangga ada filem mcam tu di malaysia.....

ni la poster dia.....susah sa cari (ahmad idham, saya promosi untuk ko)......hehehehehh

ven tia banyk follower dalam blog sa, mgkin ada la yg tgk...hehehehhe....enjoy!!

3 kali percubaan untuk melakukannya!!!(rahsia terbongkar)...kuikuikui!!!~

2008-12-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

ni mau kasi tau la rahsia yang sa simpan selama beberapa bulan, pada yang tanya betul ka saya breakdance???

sebenarnya sa buat just gimnastik biasa, hahaahaha........bnyk kali sa pgi shoot this picture, but he latest i think good to show it to audince...jhahahaha.tambahan pla sa kasi edit, so its look i break a dance....heheheheheh

yang pertama

yang kedua

yang ketiga....yang kamurang tgk di frindster sana(or myspace)....hehehehh

burj al arab.....first 7 star hotel in the world!!

2008-12-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

im into hotel management, one of my dream is to reach burj al arab before im going 40...hehehh.....itu la impian sa, mmg sa suka pegi tmpt yg menarik ...but duit takde,impian hampe ,melatop ja....

it so wonderful if we can get someting big for our dream, and it successful to reach...oooyyyooooHHH!!! mau ja sa ada magik power oowh....heheehehh

twilight film vampire romantik.....

2008-12-21T12:12:00.000+08:00

setiap filem yg dikeluarkan perlu mempunyai chracter sendiri.......cannot be strereotype , so ive been watching the twilight before i went to KK lagi, but you know me, always busy to post a new blog here, but now, im free, and because of someone yg suruh saya kasi active this blog..hehehehe.....

filem tu org x faham kalau tiada subtitle, because they were spoke whispering, ssh mau dengr, but it clearly can be understood....

kalau sapa yg mmg suka pelakon kacak ngan cantik, mmg telepas la kamu, rugi kalau tia tgk....but if its scale on 5, i give 3.5 ....because of less on fighting scenes,tia bnyk.......itu ja yg kurang....heheheheh,but loving part, its soooooooo wonderful.....!!!

1 Borneo aku datang!!!!

2008-12-21T11:55:00.001+08:00

sori la......tak update blog....hehehe, bkn ape, sibuk mmnjang.... bnyk org nk minta edit pictur....jadi skang ni nak update blog pla....

ari tu gi becuti kat Kota kinabalu, our second hometown before sandakan, becoz ada umah sdh kena beli...hehehehe....tak lama lagi aku mau pindah sana sdh.....

time cuti tu, kami sekeluarga pegi la 1 borneo, the newest shopping complex in Asia, the biggest i think....after mid valley(betulkan aku klu aku salah)...hhehheh

ni la gmbr yg aku ambi kat sana.....ngan family aku la...

gmbr aku ngan adik aku....pgi sana guna selipar ja.....kuang3

ani gmbr parent aku yg sporting ......beza oowh tinggi durang...hehehe

lagi.......sama adik sa.....

budak kras kpala ani....hehehhee

lagi.......sama adik sa yg kedua...tadi tu yg pengabisan...hehee

atu ja yg sa sempat kasi masuk......nt sa update lagi aaa...

dugaan

2008-11-18T20:52:00.000+08:00

Setiap hari kita dikejutkan dengan sesuatu yang kita tidak harapkan...semua merasaan ianya seperti hari terakhir kita berdepan dengan kenyataan.tapi semua ini pasti dapat diletakkan sebagai dugaan yang mana kita sendiritidak dapat elakkan. dugaan pelbagai cara yang kita dapat, dugaan yang sentiasa dapat membawa diri kita bertapak ke atas lebih setingkat dalam hidup kita..
maksud ku disini, setiap apa dugaan pun, perkara tersebut akan dapat mematangkan kita.walaupun sedikit perubahan, tetap bukan diri kita yang dulu lagi, betul kan??
cuma apa yang kita perlukan adalah kekuatan dan keredhaan dariNya, dimana setiap kita menjalanikehidupan, disanalah kita perlukan kekuatan dalam mengharungi apa yang kita jalani.kuat dari segi mental, fizikal dan senyum setiap kali dalam ketakutan yang membelenggu.
apabila kita dapat menanganinya, nescaya kebaikan akan datang dengan membawa sinar yang amat menggembirakan,seperti apa yang dikatakan, walaupun sedikit tetap memberi makna."less is more.."
hanya perlu diingatkan, ketika mendapat kebaikan, jangan lupa pada keburukan yang kita alami,kerana sedikit kita lupakan, keburukan dulu dan yang baru akan muncul tanpa kita sedari..

happy with love

2008-11-17T12:08:00.000+08:00

I don’t know how its feel to have a love
From one I want a hug
I want a kiss
Make me really a bittersweet
Sometime it curious
For make me wondering
To have a love to live
Happy to be sing
You and I were meant to be together
Making our life so happier
Forever and ever
I won’t cry I won’t to be sad
Because you are the one being wrote to my destiny
I don’t know how to read your mind
But I think its find
Because you’re sincere through your feel
Hope the love we share
We brought together with care

my philosophy of love

2008-11-17T12:05:00.000+08:00

Aku masih lagi membilang waktu yang sia-sia berlalu tanpa ada seseorang tahu kondisi diriku. Masih adakah secebis kasih sayang yang ada seperti dulu pada ku yang pernah aku agungkan pada yang lain sehinggakan menabur fitnah padaku dengan situasi seperti begitu…?

Pasti sekarang ramai yang tersenyum gembira bila aku sendiri tidak upaya untuk meyakinkan dia yang aku sayang dari mula ku tatap matanya, sehinggakan diri sendiri ku abaikan, hanya kerana dia seorang yang betul-betul menarik ku mendekatinya.

Jika sekarang aku mentitiskan air matapun, tidak seorang pun yang tahu mahupun dia, kerana aku menangis pada waktu malam yang tak pernah orang lihat. Juga kejauhan tanpa dilihat melalui mata kasar juga membuatkan aku sunyi tanpa dia di sisi.

Jika ku becerita tentang tangisan, pasti tiada yang percaya, kerana, aku seorang sendiri tidak mempercayai, aku menangis kerana dia. Adakah jika dengan pengetahuannya yang aku menangis hanya kerana dia, kasih sayangnya kan dicurahkan kembali pada ku??

Kadang-kadang aku sendiri akan tertawa pada muka ku, bukan nya aku cantik sangat untuk disayangi, bukannya aku seorang yang perlu disayangi, kalau sebaris manusia datang untuk uji bakat, pasti aku yang paling terakhir di tarik, mungkin juga tidak layak. Kerana aku tiada tarikan., tapi bukan aku minta untuk diagungkan, dijunjung dengan cara begitu, aku hanya inginkan kasih sayang yang kalau boleh, setiap hari aku ingin lihat kasih sayang itu muncul dihadapan mata.

Seperti manusia yang lain, pasti cemburu jika melihat seorang atau sepasang hangat bercinta, bukan kerana cemburu pada seseorang yang disayangi sebagai kawan, tetapi cemburu kerana kasih sayang yang diperolehnya, bukannya berniat jahat pun, tapi kalau boleh kita lari dari situasi itu. Tapi apakan daya, manusia punya kelemahan, dan takdir telah menentukan setiap manusia punya hujung pangkal kehidupan.

Mustahil dikatakan jika seseorang itu tidak mahu teman, pasti dia inginkan kasih sayang seperti kita inginkan, Cuma waktu belum datang. Atau kita sendiri yang gila pada seseorang itu, tanpa memberitahu pada orang yang kita sayang,jadi masalahnya pada diri kita yang hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan.

Aku tahu, kamu tahu, nilai diri kita tiada orang boleh nilaikan, hanya Tuhan yang satu berhak memberi kita nisbah pahala dan dosa, manusia hanya tahu meneka dengan kebarangkalian yang hanya dibuat tidak mencapai 100%.

Setiap manusia ada hak untuk bersuara, tapi untuk menetapkan harga seseorang,jangan sekali. Kerana kita bukan miliki sesiapa, ianya adalah anugerah yang Tuhan beri, manusia hanya tahu bila berbuat pahala dan berbuat dosa, kita bukan sempurna..
Sampai sini titik noktah kata November 2, 2008.