hellooooo!!~

now... the process of forgetting the one that I love... A lots of things should be done or activity to loose my self beside on thinking of what I had for the 4 and half years with.....

I think I can do it, try to minimize or decreasing the feeling or touching emotion on my thought everyday.. especially things relate to.....haha

I've got this power because of one situation, by sms-ing, I don't know this has to be the causes, but its happen after the situation... feel embarrassing, feel guilty to myself, to others, and also for the person that I had feeling too.....

now I have to run, as fast as I can from the bad things before I become worst more than now....

I've got nothing to say....thats why this post has exist on the next posting...huhu

bosann=bored, nothing to do... haiyahhhhhh!~

ku ada kamu - Adira courtesy by ASTRO

AF8......final song BEST!

post in BM...hehe.. boleh la final AF8.....mak aku memang lah tak suka sangat shahir menang... tapi apa boleh buat, mak aku admit juga la suara best, lagu best..hehehe

anyway, what i love most about their attribute for the finale AF, their song... BEST!!!!!
suka adira... apa2 pun bukan rezeki... rezeki kau ada di depan sana... GUD JOB!
lagu menyentuh hati sekali..... ku ada kamu-ADIRA
cute-kenapa-DAUS
ehmmm....poyo-RSVP-MAULANA... in gud way....i love it..!
macho-Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan-SHAHIR
like it.....-V.I.P-IWAN


yang lain tak dengar lagi.....but, i'll buy the album....nanti...hehe
on top of it.... "senyumlah..kerana ada seseorang menyayangi anda".... :)

new promo.......p/s im single....huhu

first mine.....im single..... hehe.... I know, I never been in love, but its truth, I used to be one of the character that in love someone... meaning that, crush...

but it just what they called, unnoticed love by them.. well, beauty still the power of getting love... hehe.. dont blame me.... I know, I just depressing enough to say that I'm to emotion to get one....

well, God knows the best for my destiny...

what should I do rite now???
find some one???

or just let the destiny comes with what have been wrote for me???

or just do my best on my future career and end up solo and become "andartu terlampau"???

just nak tolong promo.... ive been watch the trailer....quite funny....hehe....

waiting for this coming in theater, i thing it's shows already....go malaysian, proud to has this in the industry...


back to mine, im single...

p/s available, but nothing can change it....haha...

now I hate both of it....!!!

well., only 1hr 34minute,32 second,...and decreasing,...nge~ I'm waiting for depart from gate 12 to KK which flight AK5112, and its delay....suppose to be 6.50 goes to 7.30... aiyakkkkk!

back to the title up there, recently i told my family, frens, and sometimes, in facebook, that I dont like to use MAS to fly..not because of the ticket was expensive, (eventually).hehehe.... but, the internet only limited to 2 Hr..... NOW., Lcct do the same thing, Oh God....

plus, it has been strictly just one bag can enter to the cabin, now I have to purchase a price of Rm3o for only 10.7kg and it just one(1) bag.....

Thank God i save my money for not eating at McDonald, because I've got ony Rm50 in my pocket, now what should I do??? ask for money from daddy??? he just gave me Rm100......aiyyooooo!!!~~

please, macamana mau enjoy kalau teda duit ni????? sigh*

hoping for miracle to come.... haish....~*

I felt looser, down without love...

I know something bothering me lately,
Because of what I've been through,
sigh it felt with misery,
such things always happen to me..

I know God send someone that will love me,
but till then nobody's around,
loving me like they love their part,
maybe someday..

I'll always wait....

bila rasa ini akan berhenti

sebelum ini, aku rasa semuanya akan berhenti., akan padam....rupanya masih lagi berlarutan.. siapa aku sebenarnya pada kamu.... aku tahu, jika aku masuk dalam derita itu, aku tau aku akan jauh mengganas dari biasa, siapa aku sebenarnya pada kamu?

kalau kamu tahu perasaan aku, apa yang aku rasa sekarang, mungkin kamu akan buat lagi menderita, aku tahu, siapa aku... kamu tidak...

susah aku membenci.. sebab aku tiada hak membenci, sekali ku benci, tidak akan berbaik lagi..

cubalah kamu mengerti, kalau kamu buat begitu, begini akan terjadi... bukan diluar, tapi dalam hati aku....

sakit ....


entahlah...

dear blog...

Why I always had this feeling??? Loving someone without knowing what the consequences will come out in a future? I Know the answer will be the same as well to my past situation, I know, nobody will took me as part of their life, as well to fill their heart with feeling to love me, I know it will harm myself due to what have been wrote to my destiny, and many things around my head, just like the bird flew against the wall.

Most of the human out there, got their own soul partner, just a simple as snap, you snap it, and you got it. But for me, snap for hundreds times, its only hurting myself.

I know, motivation has to build up through my feeling, I know, beside on waiting somebody to love me, there’s a lot of people already love me by looking who I really am. I know, what bad think happen, there’s a good thing will come out to.

What I want to do right now, try to give it all the way. Do I have that courage? I don’t know… perhaps, it won’t show.

I’ll try to believe in myself; someday one of them will miss me as what I miss all about them right now. Because of what I attempt to do, enjoy with all of them who love as my guidance, as friends, as the citizen.

Love you as I always do.

do you have a monkey crush experience???

i do.... long time i havent post anything...busy with "latest season' of my degree.. 1 more semester to go.... kejap nyer....

back to the topic, i always had this... "dia tgk aku ker?"., "aku ni sape la dia nk tgk aku..".... like my direct "percakapan" of my friends said that iam fat..... ( sedihnyer ..sigh)....layak ker dilihat ..or dia fikir, "hodohnya makhluk ni.."....

whatever it is, ill be myself, no such things can make me to change everything...

am i this jerk or what, who cares...!!

tak tau nak kata apa lagi....cheaww....!! mwaaaxxx....

todays feeling!

ok, first of all.,its Christmas! for those who celebrate, felis nevidad to you.. I'm really sorry to my friends, veronica, cant be there at your home rite now, for celebrate it.. busy bees comes around me, my mom took a christmas catering, so from morning until now, cooks all the times..hehe

today, i will fly back to shah alam, again.. using AirAsia.., (proud to have it)..hehe...

my flight will be at 8.25pm., having a slidely changes.., suppose to be at 7.45pm...i dont know why...

nevermind, as long as I arrived savely, its ok...

okay...thats it for the post.. maybe not having "A Networking" for the coming next week.. Ive got no broadband at all, and no wireless around my living area.sigh*.... taraaaa!~