Okay..... i feel bad,... but...

now I know where is my part for the hierarchy for the list of 'heart loyalty'....(buat sendiri)..hehe..
biarlah,, i just leave it just like that... people always say, one day, you'll come with some one who love you more than you expected... (sapa cakap tu aaa??)..hehehe...





anyway, sapa suka tgk GLEE???? OMG.... I always wanted the complete series of the musical drama,.... seriously, sapa ada????
If there's any DVD complete with chapter 1 and 2, pleaseee... someone show me, or give it as a present??? (blinking eyes)* wink2...hehe


surely people who had it, must from downloading,...anyone dare to teach me HOW????? hehehe....

pleaseeee.......

now, let me story something... hehe., semalam pegi wedding one of our friends sister, at karamunting... search in google map, ada tu...hehe

tapi tidak sempat pula mau jumpa pengantin lelaki, .... well, unlucky....

but, we do pray for your best, hopefully this marriage just not for a short term period, hoping this is the mosque that standing forever and ever...haha.. (napa aku makin budu BI ni?)..heheheh
NooWWw... the season of world cup is on!! im not so obsess to futball, but the impact of this world cup season is tremendously change the ambiance, every time of the hatric (woww, hatric ka??)..haha... mesti ada yang shout kuat2.....abang aku lah tu.. before this, Euro league kan ada main??? btul kan??? hehe.., kawan yang bagitau, chelsea ka yang menang??? ntah la.. hehe, but, compare to world cup, people who not watching the euro league tiba2 muncul,sama2 teriak to every goal they shoot....hehe, ntah la... maybe world cup does have it own quality,..maybe..

soo., which country will be the champion for this season!!!??? entah la... hehehe...we'll see....

its really hurt...... :((((((((

I'm not like what you thinking!!!!...... I'm not that tough to handle on this kind of situation that you've brought to me... why the sadden must shown during my rehab to forget you... ????

should I keep thinking about you, or just forget it????? do you think it easy enough to forget you????haaaaa?????

this kind of bullshi* just nothing to do except ruin my life,... why I always has to be the victim?? for you I was nothing to look or heard, or even knew about my life, even me alive or dead, you just do nothing.....

I just crying a lot,..... but why should I????does it clear *** vision to know my situation????? shi*.............

I'm a dumb-es person who ever show up into your life,kannnn?????......

:(


(semua di atas ayat paling bodoh).......... :(

"this is not a date"....... message towards me... :P

ok ......I know. ..sometimes I always feel like a butterflies flew out and in back into my tummy.... I always prepare myself to not think about what its not meant for me... yaa..., I know,sad situation... apa yang perlu aku buat just be wise to face the reality....

whyyyyyyyyyyy???

aku benci diri sendiri bila berhadapan ngan situasi ni... napa perlu aku jumpa semua ni?? kalau aku tahu dari dulu aku akan sakit macam ni, tidak mau mula pun walau sepatah kata.... aku tahu bodoh aku tahap dewa sdh... tapi amcam kalau sudah hati sdh ada syg????

sepatah haram pun tidak kuar dri mulut.... like an invisible seal bibir dari becakap.... orang ckp bila bedepan dengan org yg kita syg, pasti lutut mengeletar... serius, tadi mau pengsan... i dont know what to do...

feel stupid, malu... sebab bagi dia, just ordinary human or maybe alien dimata nya... mungkin dia rasa lain aku nda becakap.. ya lah, bukan someone special, kawan ja...harap dia faham, aku nda tecakap apa pun td...

for blogger, just nak bgtau, aku tak dapat kawal semua... I know, people will say that just forget h**...dia bukan syg ko...tapi apa boleh buat, klu sdh hati ni mcm terpahat mati untuk namanya...

semua kawan aku, please, jauhkan aku jika bole aku xmau jumpa... bila tgk muka dia td, macam usaha aku selama aku tak jmpa sia-sia... bodoh..

j'aime toujours..... :'(

hellooooo!!~

now... the process of forgetting the one that I love... A lots of things should be done or activity to loose my self beside on thinking of what I had for the 4 and half years with.....

I think I can do it, try to minimize or decreasing the feeling or touching emotion on my thought everyday.. especially things relate to.....haha

I've got this power because of one situation, by sms-ing, I don't know this has to be the causes, but its happen after the situation... feel embarrassing, feel guilty to myself, to others, and also for the person that I had feeling too.....

now I have to run, as fast as I can from the bad things before I become worst more than now....

I've got nothing to say....thats why this post has exist on the next posting...huhu

bosann=bored, nothing to do... haiyahhhhhh!~

ku ada kamu - Adira courtesy by ASTRO

AF8......final song BEST!

post in BM...hehe.. boleh la final AF8.....mak aku memang lah tak suka sangat shahir menang... tapi apa boleh buat, mak aku admit juga la suara best, lagu best..hehehe

anyway, what i love most about their attribute for the finale AF, their song... BEST!!!!!
suka adira... apa2 pun bukan rezeki... rezeki kau ada di depan sana... GUD JOB!
lagu menyentuh hati sekali..... ku ada kamu-ADIRA
cute-kenapa-DAUS
ehmmm....poyo-RSVP-MAULANA... in gud way....i love it..!
macho-Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan-SHAHIR
like it.....-V.I.P-IWAN


yang lain tak dengar lagi.....but, i'll buy the album....nanti...hehe
on top of it.... "senyumlah..kerana ada seseorang menyayangi anda".... :)

new promo.......p/s im single....huhu

first mine.....im single..... hehe.... I know, I never been in love, but its truth, I used to be one of the character that in love someone... meaning that, crush...

but it just what they called, unnoticed love by them.. well, beauty still the power of getting love... hehe.. dont blame me.... I know, I just depressing enough to say that I'm to emotion to get one....

well, God knows the best for my destiny...

what should I do rite now???
find some one???

or just let the destiny comes with what have been wrote for me???

or just do my best on my future career and end up solo and become "andartu terlampau"???

just nak tolong promo.... ive been watch the trailer....quite funny....hehe....

waiting for this coming in theater, i thing it's shows already....go malaysian, proud to has this in the industry...


back to mine, im single...

p/s available, but nothing can change it....haha...

now I hate both of it....!!!

well., only 1hr 34minute,32 second,...and decreasing,...nge~ I'm waiting for depart from gate 12 to KK which flight AK5112, and its delay....suppose to be 6.50 goes to 7.30... aiyakkkkk!

back to the title up there, recently i told my family, frens, and sometimes, in facebook, that I dont like to use MAS to fly..not because of the ticket was expensive, (eventually).hehehe.... but, the internet only limited to 2 Hr..... NOW., Lcct do the same thing, Oh God....

plus, it has been strictly just one bag can enter to the cabin, now I have to purchase a price of Rm3o for only 10.7kg and it just one(1) bag.....

Thank God i save my money for not eating at McDonald, because I've got ony Rm50 in my pocket, now what should I do??? ask for money from daddy??? he just gave me Rm100......aiyyooooo!!!~~

please, macamana mau enjoy kalau teda duit ni????? sigh*

hoping for miracle to come.... haish....~*

I felt looser, down without love...

I know something bothering me lately,
Because of what I've been through,
sigh it felt with misery,
such things always happen to me..

I know God send someone that will love me,
but till then nobody's around,
loving me like they love their part,
maybe someday..

I'll always wait....