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Assalamualaikum... pertama ....Selamat berpuasa bloggers... really busy and no interent access for a long time... seriously, I can't live without technologgy...

Puasa...fasting month is really enjoy for having a good and peace live... its motivate us to make something that doesn't realte to a sin.... (tapi aku buat juga)... malu.**

anyway, susah nak jauhkan dosa...lebih2 lagi bila its being our daily routine to do it.. aiyakkk!~.. tapikan, puasa tidak tinggal tau... full of chargee!~ never ever try to eat during fasting period.. nice to your body nice to others... kannn???

23 days... during this post... tidak lama lagi nak raya.... hopefully what my friends and family plan to do flow follow the path... ??? hehe.. english,its really hard though....!

hari rayaaaaaaa!~ here we come..?? kami datang or the month will lead?? I dont know... huhuhuh

K la... without picture..

but, picture express a thousand word kan??? tdak apa la.. my word is focus on something to what I really express about.. so dont mind yaa..

next post will be...

first of all....

tanx for the spam who really obsessed to my post ... geram banar ei,... can someone teach me on how to make captcha comment???

ok ... skang ni, mmg banyak dugaan ,....a lot of wall need to timber before on the due date.. aiyakk.....

bila la aku ni dapat kehidupan yang all human in this earth really2 dream on?? but measure on that, not all people can have it.,, God made us in a different aspect, such....ada kaya, miskin, comel (me), huduh (ponggong aku), hehe... and banyak lagi.. such a variation of life has made this life more beautiful and colorful like the color of rainbow... wahh..

I know, my things still undone, but, I really hope that it will be the successful ever to get something yang dari drop of my sweat....yaiksss... hehe

every day, always be something yang do people say, " every day a new beginning... ".. jadi kalu benda tak jadi semalam, jadi baru juga tuk ari ni????....sometimes, words just made us feel really happy on what we're not going to catch..

kamu paham ka??? are u with me???heheeh....ntah la apa aku cakap ni...


but ,anyway, feel happy on the road where I'm rite now....

but make sure moey, you're in danger zone...always....sigh*

keep up the good work moey......

happy or sad.....

its grumbling right now...xtaw nak feel apa... happy jmpa kawan2 yg skang ni, atau sedih tiggalkan segalanya di sandakan..... :(

both of it kot????

ntah la....

xoxox

bila cinta ilang power...

do I belive in love right now?? mgkin... tah la..malas pikir, tp klu terlintas, sana la tu yg sakit ny...

tapi apa kan daya,.. klu aku ni ditakdir tiada cinta yg mana maksud aku selain ,cinta ku kepada Allah, cinta ku kepada Rasulullah S.W.T, cinta kepada Ibu Bapa ku,...

Apa bole buat.......

if I meant to be alone, nobody care bout myself, to take care of my heart, heal me anytime that I sad..., i'll be cool., chill,....

sometimes, I talk to my cat, becoz beside my bestest friends (kamu tau la tu sapakn), I always talk about love, about someone to my cats.... (ive got 10 counselor to heal me)...heheh

I love them... my catss mostly....

becos they really know on how they reply back on what I said.... cakar aku!.... hehee.. dah banyak parut dah kat tangan...

till then... another diary posted to everyone of you..... mwaaxxx..kiss kiss.....**

perlukah.......... :(

"jaga kesihatan aa..., jgn nakal2 taw".... "jgn pegi sana.... ayang tak suka"... "siapa call tu?",,.....

banyak lagi ungkapan sayang kepada si sayang.... walaupun nada yang marah, merajuk, tapi semua tu tanda sayang..it still can be one of the alternative way to show how exactly you care to your beloved...

"kalau sayang x mau sdh, okay...kita buat haluan masing2".... kenapa perlu mengalah?? kalau kita sayang sangat, mana kekuatan tu??? where is your courage when you spell it out on the beginning of the relationship with him/her??..... putus asa sebab perkara yang hanya disebabkan kelemahan berkata2...

aku berkata2 bukan sebab aku ni ada couple or anyone that really special... but, tgk sekeliling aku semua nya cintan cintun, so aku ambik la sikit2...

why fight always occurred in relationship??? bcoz it one of the reason that on how or to show why you love them.. (really???).....

ntah la... tapi apa bole buat, klu sudah begaduh, panjang betul gaduhan itew, sorang mesti la jadi air ,... siram api tu, klu tanah ,kena siram supaya nda smpi kering kena cahaya matahari....

hehe..." sedangkan cinta situ sana sini berputik, ku melangkah merapuh kan sendiri laluan sempit itu, agar ku jauh sedikit dari pohon yang berdaun lebat.. mungkin tiada harapan ku dekat, kerna duri-duri sudah mula mencakar pernafasan sekelilingnya"....


hanya pastikan jalan ini tidak sesat dan dimakan waktu yang hanya seketika, dapat kah ku lari dari cengkaman fantasi yang sendiri ku memakan diri....

I'm not into facebook right now to espress my feeling...

people always shoot their words towards facebook.., aku pun... seriously, like every thought, every feelings, every reaction to the situation, drag me to put a sentences to the box of comment, provided by the admin.. yaa...

but now, entah la....like its a stop period for me to do that on facebook.....maybe because I'm in hometown right now, and my sibling just around my waist..ehehe.. easy for them to laugh on what I post on facebook... yaaaa...like almost of the sentence aka quote, all about love....and you know what... adik2 saya always put a big Lol commented through the sentences I post... :P

so....now, let me express it here.......like.... MOYEDIN ABDULLAH is I'm freakin Miss ***........ :(

Okay..... i feel bad,... but...

now I know where is my part for the hierarchy for the list of 'heart loyalty'....(buat sendiri)..hehe..
biarlah,, i just leave it just like that... people always say, one day, you'll come with some one who love you more than you expected... (sapa cakap tu aaa??)..hehehe...





anyway, sapa suka tgk GLEE???? OMG.... I always wanted the complete series of the musical drama,.... seriously, sapa ada????
If there's any DVD complete with chapter 1 and 2, pleaseee... someone show me, or give it as a present??? (blinking eyes)* wink2...hehe


surely people who had it, must from downloading,...anyone dare to teach me HOW????? hehehe....

pleaseeee.......

now, let me story something... hehe., semalam pegi wedding one of our friends sister, at karamunting... search in google map, ada tu...hehe

tapi tidak sempat pula mau jumpa pengantin lelaki, .... well, unlucky....

but, we do pray for your best, hopefully this marriage just not for a short term period, hoping this is the mosque that standing forever and ever...haha.. (napa aku makin budu BI ni?)..heheheh
NooWWw... the season of world cup is on!! im not so obsess to futball, but the impact of this world cup season is tremendously change the ambiance, every time of the hatric (woww, hatric ka??)..haha... mesti ada yang shout kuat2.....abang aku lah tu.. before this, Euro league kan ada main??? btul kan??? hehe.., kawan yang bagitau, chelsea ka yang menang??? ntah la.. hehe, but, compare to world cup, people who not watching the euro league tiba2 muncul,sama2 teriak to every goal they shoot....hehe, ntah la... maybe world cup does have it own quality,..maybe..

soo., which country will be the champion for this season!!!??? entah la... hehehe...we'll see....

its really hurt...... :((((((((

I'm not like what you thinking!!!!...... I'm not that tough to handle on this kind of situation that you've brought to me... why the sadden must shown during my rehab to forget you... ????

should I keep thinking about you, or just forget it????? do you think it easy enough to forget you????haaaaa?????

this kind of bullshi* just nothing to do except ruin my life,... why I always has to be the victim?? for you I was nothing to look or heard, or even knew about my life, even me alive or dead, you just do nothing.....

I just crying a lot,..... but why should I????does it clear *** vision to know my situation????? shi*.............

I'm a dumb-es person who ever show up into your life,kannnn?????......

:(


(semua di atas ayat paling bodoh).......... :(

"this is not a date"....... message towards me... :P

ok ......I know. ..sometimes I always feel like a butterflies flew out and in back into my tummy.... I always prepare myself to not think about what its not meant for me... yaa..., I know,sad situation... apa yang perlu aku buat just be wise to face the reality....

whyyyyyyyyyyy???

aku benci diri sendiri bila berhadapan ngan situasi ni... napa perlu aku jumpa semua ni?? kalau aku tahu dari dulu aku akan sakit macam ni, tidak mau mula pun walau sepatah kata.... aku tahu bodoh aku tahap dewa sdh... tapi amcam kalau sudah hati sdh ada syg????

sepatah haram pun tidak kuar dri mulut.... like an invisible seal bibir dari becakap.... orang ckp bila bedepan dengan org yg kita syg, pasti lutut mengeletar... serius, tadi mau pengsan... i dont know what to do...

feel stupid, malu... sebab bagi dia, just ordinary human or maybe alien dimata nya... mungkin dia rasa lain aku nda becakap.. ya lah, bukan someone special, kawan ja...harap dia faham, aku nda tecakap apa pun td...

for blogger, just nak bgtau, aku tak dapat kawal semua... I know, people will say that just forget h**...dia bukan syg ko...tapi apa boleh buat, klu sdh hati ni mcm terpahat mati untuk namanya...

semua kawan aku, please, jauhkan aku jika bole aku xmau jumpa... bila tgk muka dia td, macam usaha aku selama aku tak jmpa sia-sia... bodoh..

j'aime toujours..... :'(