a crappy holiday to me.... :(

recently, me, as a student of uitm, im not sure if this called a happy feeling or bad on having a holiday shocked announcement last week. For other students, well, they went back home to their own hometown,but for those who live far away from shah alam, like me, is hard to express my feeling, either like it or not....

my friends told me to go back to setiawangsa, coz my cousins were live there.. but, im to lazy to 'move my butt', hehehe....

so I finish my holiday alone here in my new rented house... hhehhheehh

living alone doesn't make me feel afraid,especially when i have an experience living alone while having a practical; during my diploma studies,i live in a village, surrounded by coconut tree and bushes, and when night comes,its so dark, there were no light at all on the road, but what makes me feel brave to live there, House of Allah(mosque) just next to my house,...hehehe...

when 'azan' on air, many of the dogs will do the singing, hoooohhooooohoooo...!! hahah, just like in a coir, so harmony...hehe..

so for this holiday, alone, again... many think i do just watched tv, dance like crazy, singing alone, and buy food in tapau only,...

its feel bored, but i have decided on it, to live alone than go back home to setiawangsa...

thats all for the news.....hehehe

a week in shah alam...

every thing had changed, im moved into a new house, a new housemate, same roomate, a new semester....

lately, the weather of shah alam become disaster, jerebuuuu!!!!....or jelebu???? pikir sendiri la...hehehe

i have record the situation in shah alam on having a very high risk jerebu... tengok la....:)

back to schoollll!!!

another grumble feeling to go back to UiTM... without notice or something to have from ***, its a sad situation...never mind, just think bout another thing, maybe its right to forget bout ***.....

sedih dengar lagu ciara-never ever....gosh!!

ok...tomorrow is the day....7.55pm will be the flight....so, bye Sandakan, bye family, bye ***.........sigh*

Happy Father's day....to my Dad....huhu

ok, today is sunday, on 21th of june, we celebrate the fathers day..so regard on that, whole of my siblings brothers and sisters were making a fathers day cake,homemade orange butter cake....huhuhu

hope tommorow ada yg terharu...huhuhu

this the picture of the cake!!!




hope my dad will like it....dadi....we called him dadi...hehehe...

is this a cursed or something?????

okay....what I hate about my life, a situation when I'm not doing wrong on it, but people drag me into it as a blame., let say, there point at me,blame me if the things broken.. gosh!!

I feel disguise when that happen towards me, especially those people around is a family related with me...

I'm not the one who broke the things, the thing just suddenly appear to be broke.

malas betul bila sudah jadi gitu, orang terus cakap aku yang buat, oh God,..am I really a bad luck person??? why it always happen to me????

Drama Nur Kasih

drama ini sudah 3 episod berlalu, semakin syok di tonton.. drama yang diarahkan oleh Khabir Batia ini sungguh cantik dilihat pemandangan yang di ambil untuk diketengahkan cerita-cerita berunsurkan keislaman.Amat berkualiti tinggi....

jangan lupa tonton ya...

sokong lah drama tempatan, bukan apa, siapa lagi kalau bukan kita sendiri anak Malaysia yang akan menaikkan martabat orang Malaysia, bukan orang Indonesia, bukan Singapura,dan sebagainya.

kita sendiri...

drama kita, kualiti terjamin....made in Malaysia, beli buatan Malaysia...hehehe

kris allen......

kris allen : aint no sunshine......

besh,,,,..!!!

Adam Lambert is gay.... (confession)

eventhough that he is someone who called as a rock gay, but he still have those talented voice to be proud...macam jantan juga la suara dia kan??hehehe

NEW YORK – "American Idol" runner-up Adam Lambert has landed the cover of Rolling Stone magazine, where he talks about sex, drugs and his "Idol" experiences. The 27-year-old singer from San Diego acknowledges in an interview that he's gay, and says it shouldn't come as a surprise to anyone. "I'm proud of my sexuality," he says. "I embrace it. It's just another part of me."

Lambert says he was inspired to audition for the Fox network singing competition after having a "psychedelic experience" at the Burning Man festival in Nevada. There, he says, he experimented with "certain funguses."

"I knew that it was my only shot to be taken seriously in the recording industry, because it's fast and broad," he says of "Idol."

Lambert emerged as an early front-runner and judge favorite, thanks in part to his soaring vocal range.

When he moved into the show's Bel-Air mansion with the other finalists, he roomed with Kris Allen, who won the "Idol" title over Lambert last month.

"I was like, `Oh, (bleep), they put me with the cute guy,'" Lambert says. "Distracting! He's the one guy that I found attractive in the whole group on the show: nice, nonchalant, pretty and totally my type _ except that he has a wife. I mean, he's open-minded and liberal, but he's definitely 100 percent straight."

According to Rolling Stone, Lambert was open about his sexuality backstage at "Idol." In March, photos surfaced online of Lambert kissing his ex-boyfriend.

"Going into `Idol,' I assumed, `OK, people are going to talk,'" he says. "I mean, I've been living in Los Angeles for eight years as a gay man, I've been at clubs making out with somebody in the corner. But photographic evidence? Didn't count on that. Wasn't ready for that."

He says he worried that a public announcement would overshadow his singing, so he decided not to respond and largely kept his personal life under wraps on the show.

"I'm an entertainer, and who I am and what I do in my personal life is a separate thing," he says. "It shouldn't matter. Except it does. It's really confusing."

Lambert says he isn't interested in being the poster child for gay rights. "I'm trying to be a singer, not a civil-rights leader."

He also reveals that he began smoking pot and tried Ecstasy for the first time while performing in a European production of "Hair" in his early twenties.

"I've finally checked in to my self-worth for the first time in my life, and the fact that it has coincided with `Idol' is so sweet," he says. "I mean, I still have moments where I think, `Oh, my skin is terrible, and I'm a little fat, I should really go to the gym more.' But for the most part, when I look in the mirror now, I finally see someone who can do something cool."

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Fox is a unit of News Corp.

boring....

arghhhh!!!!!!

this coming 11 june, will be the result for our april 2009 exam...

tidak lama lagi....feel so scared...

What the issued?????

intermission.....